~A Tal3 Of My L!f3~

2007-09-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys...da lamer aku tk update eh...rindu tak???wakakakakakaka....

k first n foremost,dis will be one hell of a long entry...so bare wit me guys...wakakakakaka....last weekend n dis week was a fucking blast for me man....seriously...partied on sat,escort on sun,n partied again on thurs....how great can it get man???wakakakakaka.....

last sat went to M.O.S wit hady,zar n siti....first time gi club ngan diorg 3 je....kirekan it was a couples clubbing nite ah...tapi aku tau yg couple hady ngan zar je ah..aku ngan siti jus frens...wakakakakaka....but i had a blast...n i know the other 3 had a blast to....siti balik da senget..mmg sajak aku pangil dier senget siol...wakakakakaka...baru minum sikit da senget dok...mcm sial...si zar pulak tk mabok rabak mcm yg selalunyer...haha..da kene cntrl ngan hady...wakakakakaka....tapi seriously aku benci siol lau pmpn gi clubbing mabok....perangai sundal siak...merepek giler nyer..tapi atleast tu due pmpn tk mabok rabak ah...si siti maseh leh cntrl diri dier..tapi jln senget2...aku ashik kene remaind dier yg nanti dier balik naik motor...bukan naik cab...abe yg bwk tu aku..aku dat time da tipsy siol...seriously...rabak dok...maner tk...4 org share 2 jug...giler..yg minum bnyk aku ngan hady ah...haha..tapi gua maseh leh cntrl ok...wakakakakaka....gerek...didnt tot dat going clubing wit those guys wud b da fun....first2 mmg aku tknk pegi pun..pasal yg last aku gi ngan diorg,gua tiong giler babe..smpi aku balik siang...dat was the worst clubbing dae in my fucking life...haha...tk pernah gitu mcm nyer mendak...kanina btol...but wats past is past...now its the present...haha...abe biler kat smoking room,si siti plak ckp bende kat aku yg aku tk boleh blng lah..ni personal....aku tk tau die bbl mabok ker bbl tk sioman..but i jus take it as dat shes drunk dats all...aku tknk ingat aper2 ah....haha....but the main ponit is dat i was having fun n dats my motive for now...njoy life to the fullest....wakakakakakaka...

besok nyer ader escort...abg sedare fuad nikah...tu pun aku bangun lmbt siol...hangover rabak dok...kepale berat giler babi nyer...kiwak...nasib baik tk muntah2...wakakakaka...lagi bleh buat donut dok...tayar aku smpi haus dibuatnyer...waakakakkaka....aku ader video dier tapi aku tk tau mcm maner nk letak...wakakakak....sori guys...haha.....but it was fun....majority kat saner sumer pakai pipe bising...alermak...gerek keper....tu yg aku suker pasal escort...pipe bising kiri kanan depan blkng...wakakakakakaa.....gerek dok.....haha....tepekek tepekau kat tmpt pegantin pmpn...kecoh siol...gerek giler nyer...baik skali...wakakakakaka....tapi biler nk balik,sumer perjalanan sendiri...haha...

n on thurs went to DOUBLE O ngan fuad ngan members2 dier...tu pun gerek giler nyer....tapi saner matrep punyerlah ribot...tkle angkat aku....kiwak...tapi pmpn pun pekol dok..baik2 belaker....wakakakakka....njoing my life dok....haha...abe kat dlm terserempak ngan aqilah,izah ngan imah...tk sangker aku izah ngan aqilah gi club...padahal diorg budak baik siol...wakakakakaka.....aku ader luper2 sikit ah aper aku bbl ngan diorg....pasal aku da tipsy....3 jug siol...sebelom tu minum amsterdam...mcm sial ah....perangai dok....haha....members fuad pun kirekan geng keke jugak dok...happening giler siol diorg....ni dis sat nk gi MOS plak ngan diorg....cnfrm gerek giler nyer....haha....cant wait for the dae to come....

n lastly now im werking...at hougang green as pizza hut rider...ok jugak ah keje dier..tk rabak...pat rabak dier biler kene buat kitchen ah...tu rabak...wapi lau keje ngan piee ngan katak,all is a laffing matter......kekek ah tu due...bahan ketawe ah diorg...wakakakakaka....

klah guys,till here my entry...sundae nanti aku update pasal MOS ok....chalo mano...

over n out...
Raimi....

P.S. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-08T04:31:00.001+08:00

cant sleep...bored...alot of tings crashing inside my head rite now....feels like its gona burst...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate dis man....lifes been great till you came alone...at first it was great...having sum1 to love n care for.........but wen it went on,it became worst....u became sum1 i didnt tink u wud bcome.....fuck lah!!!!!! lifes going haywire.....shit.....after the incident,we became frens again.....n it was olso the same...at first it was great....but now....haiz.....mixed feeling inside....dono wat to tink of rite now.....feel like clubbing...getting drunk and letting tings flow jus like dat....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the shit i have to go tru......i didnt noe dat u were a flower with poisonous thorns......y me???!!!!!y mus it happen to me???!!!!!!can ani1 plz tell me y???!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? regrets are all i have now....regreting about life,the way i live it...n love...how i choose it to be....unnessesary tings are jus made to be burnt......n i wish i cud do it...but i cant...it will all be kept inside me....n wen can i let it out???i oso dono....its all bubbling inside....anger,frustration,misery,heartbreaks,sadness,loneliness................its all in one....haiz....plz God....show me a wae to get out of all this....plz....i beg u....i don noe how much longer i can contain all this feelings inside......i need to let it out.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-08T04:31:00.000+08:00

2007-07-19T19:12:00.000+08:00

heys guys...da lamer aku tk update...wakakakaka....

last tues went karaoke wit piee,gafu,hady n zarifah....kekek giler babi nyer...half the time we were like laffing our ass off...haha...maner dgn hady suare sendat ngan suare rock dier...da mcm amuk siol...giler babi...piee plak nyanyi nk kene cover mater kanan dier...aper style tah dier buat...tapi kekek giler babi nyer...aku ketawe smpi tkle nyanyi siol....mcm sial ah diorg...gafu plak step tk tau lagu...cukup time dier nyanyi jugak...biler part dier ckp dier tau tu lagu cukup time tk tau nyanyi...mcm sial..perangai sak....nk nyanyi pun tk tenteram siol...giler babi siol....sakit perot dok ketawe lamer2....sial ah....abe 1 part ni hady ngah nyanyi lagu kian...pie gi exagerate part kores dier...kiwak...haha...tangan kat kepale abe nyanyi mater tebliak....sial ah dier tu...aku da kekek smpi tkle tahan siol...pasal bende kecik pun bleh ketawe mcm org giler....sial ah diorg...but it was pure fun n madness....haha....biler mau pegi lagi eh???haha.....

wed went to MOS wit hady,zarifah,faridah,aishah n fuad....si fuad plak da lmbt nk mampoz...janji kol 1130...smpi kol 1245...sial...mcm nk tido siol tungu dier....nilah janji melayu....biler da masok dlm kirekan maseh ok ah...gerek jugak...tapi kat smooth pack giler babi nyer...mcm sial...rimas aku dibuatnyer....tapi lamer kelamaan makin mendak makin mendak....hady ngan zarifah je all the way..tapi tkle salahkan...couples rite....abe faridah ngan aishah...tu aku tk pasal ah...diorg pe slua dlm ah nk buat aper...abe cukup time fuad jumper member dier abe melekat ngan diorg...abe aku teperot sorang2....kiwak....da bagos aku byrkan dier stengah....kiwalat btol....aku da mcm budak bodoh diri 1 corner tgk org lalu lalang...sial ah...dari situ da start mendak giler babi nyer..dala tk high...kepale sakit...pukimak...dat will be the last man...seriouzly...mcm sial sak perangai....puas hati aku gi MOS sorang2 siol....masok minum lek cukup time balik...mcm pukimak....kirekan yest was a fucking waste of my time,money n mnyk....mcm sial....tk sangke aku clubbing bleh jadi gitu mcm nyer mendak giler babi....fuck man...waste of my fucking time...puas hati aku lepak kat amk siol...tk buang mnyk duit ngan mase...lepak ngan diorg bleh kekek....sial2...menyesal pegi....fuck man....abe biler nk balik plak ader road blk...sial ah..kene amek tu breath nyer bende..nasib baik aku lepas siol....puki tiang....da lepas tu sumer balik tros tido...tkde buang mase...

dat will be the last time man clubbing wit dem...gi karaoke bleh ah..tapi club,pk 9 10 kali ah....

klah guys...till here...update nex time...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

2007-07-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

hey guys...first of all....TRANSFORMERS(DIGITAL) was a freaking blast man....seriously...its a must see man....gerek giler nyer...baik dok....the effects,sounds n the fighting...gerek giler dok..tk bedek....kene tgk siol....tk tgk rugi babe....haha....

last sat went to c transformers digital wit waris...kiwak...gerek giler...kene tgk...hahaha....after dat went to shalet at costa sand resorts....at first it was really lame man...seriously...mcm nk balik je...tapi sabar je...ard 10 plus gi beli minum ngan ayie,yana,ayu,sakai ngan imran...beli 2 botol vodka...abe tkde air balas..kiwak...giler babi ah siol...lepas 2 cup neat,suruh imran beli coke..tkle angkat dok...org giler je minum neat all the wae...puik....tgh minum skali terserempak piee,irsyad,hady ngan zaf...diorg gi shalet member diorg..kirekan member aku jugak ah tu...haha...skali piee plak spot aku da high..kanina btol...haha...tapi tkper....satu2 mabok perangai siol....sakai da mabok mate steam sial...tapi ckp tk mabok...lagi ble ckp dier ngantok...babi nyer jantan...si yana plak da mabok mcm org bisu...diam je....abe biler ayie tkder mcm nk nagis....kiwak..perangai siol....abe ayu plak da mabok mulut bising siol...ki tiang....sumer tk mengaku mabok...babi....lepas tu patah alik shalet,mkn,kekek,rilek jap...ard 1 plus gitu gi beli minum lagi 2 botol...tu da rabak....tu kecyk minum 2 glass je,tros give up...aku ngan ayie 1 botol stengah...giveup dok..kalau tk tebalik siol aku...aku da rabak dok....abe sakai da mabok,muntah tgh2 jln lepas tu lepak kat tgh2 rd..kiwak...mcm sial ah...budak2 sumer da kekek...aku smpi sujud siol ketawe...kekek giler nyer....puki btol....lepas tu patah balik shalet si imran bukak lagu abe sakai joget...kiwak...da mabok joget sembarang siol...joget tutop mater...mane nk dpt...susah dtg siol...tapi imran tu kirekan giler babi ah...all the wae neat sial..braper glass je balas....kimak nyer buaye....bleh tahan plak tu...padahal umur baru 16 siol...aku yg 19 tahun ni tkle angkat...kiwak...heavy dok...haha...lepas tu kekek smpi pagi...haha...kirekan shalet tu tk happening ah...yg happening sumer budak2 amk...mcm sial ah....ingatkan balik aku ble ketawe sendiri siol...haha....

klah guys...till here...update nex time....chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

MY tuesday n wednesday was a blast man...seriuzly...if i cud re-live both of dos daes,i wud do it over n over again...wakakakakak....it was jus pure madness n stupid fun....haha..

On tuesday went to karaoke wit shafie n fuad....3 org gi karaoke pun bleh jadi giler dok...haha...starting je piee da pilih lagu pasti...pukiwak....giler babi ah dier tu...ashik nk nyanyi lagu yg tepekek tepekau..mcm sial...senang ckp the whole 3 hrs was full of madness n shouting like mad cow...bnyk lagu yg kiter pilih sumer lagu menyakitkan tekak nyer...to b specific lah..piee je yg pilih...dier tu ader otak tk btol sikit...kiwak...abe aku ngan fuad tepakse lynkan karena dier..tapi happening dok nyanyi lagu tepekek tepekau...gerek..stress sumer ilang...dgn suare2 aku skali siol....mcm sial ah...haha...ader lagu yg tak boleh bwk pun si piee mati2 nk bwk...da tkle tarik mati2 nk smpikan sial...kiwak...mcm maner tekak tk pecah...kanina btol...serius man...it was pure craziness wen wit dem...3 org da mcm 30...aper lagi kalau ader ramai lagi mcm diorg...cnfrm kecoh giler babinyer....tu baru pure funness n craziness n madness...haha.....last nyer lagu khayalan....happening dok....kalau boleh letak tu video aku letak dok...kekek habis nyer...mcm sial ah....fuad smpi da tkder suare siol utk nyanyi...atlast smlm dpt tau dier ader tonsil....haha...kiwak..giler babi per....biler nk gi karaoke lagi dok???tk sabar nk jadi tk sioman utk 1 hari ni...haha.....

the following dae went to M.O.S wit hady,zaf,fuad dgn amir....gerek dok...yg kekek aper tau...zaf baru minum 3 glass housepour kat clinic dgn 1 botol bacardi breezer,da mcm org tk btol sial...ketawe sendiri....kiwak...kesian aku tgk hady kene lynkan karena dier...kene aku da lamer pmpn tu kene sepak ngan aku...wakakakakakkaa....jln pun da tk btol...nk diri pun susah...sial ah tu zaf...da tau tkle minum bnyk lagi gi minum....kepale ader batu aku rase...haha....tapi lynkan dier mabok gerek dok...bbl merepek ngan dier abe lynkan merepek dier...haha...fuad pun bleh lynkan..sial ah tu jantan.....ard 12 gitu aru kiter masok...at dat time kirekan the crowd blm lagi pack ah...still ader tmpt utk joget shiok sendiri nyer...haha....kat dlm baru jumper farida ngan aishah....first rilek kat smooth...chill tgk org...kasi steam naik baru bleh joget.....kat situ plak terserempak ngan yana ngan ain....tekejot skejap yana nmpk aku...smpi tkle bbl...haha..stakat hie ngan bye je....hmm...tapi lepas tu kirekan da ok ah...joget ngan dier skejap but she had to go wit her frens.....den lepas tu njoy ngan fuad ngan amir...diorg pulak besar nyer dol....skejap diri,skejap joget...aku k paham..nk kater diorg mabok tk siol...hmm...lepas tu joget ngan farida jap...den after dat went to get some drinks....lepas tu lepak kat main arena....kat situ lagi giler babi...aku joget da mcm org giler siol...smpi berpeloh2...kiwalat...rabak dok...tapi it was realy fun....ane kat smooth ader gado...pecah dok glass...haha...gerek keper...nasib baik aku tkder...haha....but we went off early pasal da tkle angkat...penat siol...giler babi dok...joget smpi kaki au lenggoh siol....haha...kua dari M.O.S kol 330....lepak smpi kol 415 den we went pur separate waes....seriusly...ii i cud repeat dis 2 daes...i wud do it over n over again...penat tu letak tepi...haha....pure FUNNESS,CRAZINESS and LOUD MUSIC....hahahaha....gerek dok...

klah guys,till here den...update nex week...haha chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIVE LIFE AND NO REGRETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...amaciam??ader baik??haha...aku mcm biase je...njoying life as it is...haha...

yest was great but b4 the greatness came stupidness n nonsense from St James...haha...seriously...cock kali cup sial....patot ah kat carpark sunyi je smlm...selalunyer ramai org...ntah aper steam ntah,smlm yg boleh masok cumer invites n guestlist je....merepek siak....nk je aku tumbok bonzer tu...mcm sial ah...St James tknk buat bisnes per???da nk jatuh bankcrupt aku rase...wakakakakaka....tapi tkpelah...mayb its for awhile....ramai per org kene patah alik dari q...mcm sial ah....tk tau plak skg masok nk kene dijempot...wakakakaka....

da kene halau tu tk kesah lah eh....tros gi M.O.S plak.....smlm chickies punyerlah ribot...tapi dimane ader chikados,di situlah ader matrep....matrep kirekan ribot giler babi nyer...mcm sial ah...smpi kat liangcourt nyer carpark je,da ble nmpk matrep bertempiaran kat lua...alermak..aku pe mater punyerlah sakit.....lepas tu lepak kat lua 7 11 jap...chill amek angin...dlm stengah jam gitu baru masok....masok pun tkya check ic...kirekan aku smlm da mcm abg2 per eh...wakakakakakaka....mcm paham...masok house je da ribot siol org....maner maid lain,matsaleh lain...jepon lain...kiwalat...melayu sikit gilernyer....tapi lagu gerek2 ah....joget skejap kat saner den went to smooth....kat saner lagi...alermak...susah ckp ah....pack giler nyer...nk jln pun susah....da mcm bazaar geylang siol...lagi rabak aku rase...haha...but it all went great....dpt main2 mater ngan mcm2 org...yg kurus lain,yg pendek lain...yg gantong baik lain...perangai sial sak....tapi ader 1 budak ni,india tk salah aku...dala mabok,buat hal sendiri ah...ni joget tk tentu arah...tangan melayang saner sini siol....ashik langar aku je...darah pe up...mcm nk pump siol muker dier....kanina btol...tapi bonzer kat sebelah aku...nk pump aper...terpakse joget n try to elakkan tgn dier ah...haha....konek siak...babi...tapi it was all great....njoy mau lebeh eh...haha...

got to noe dat my bestfrens ex passed away yest due to an accident involving his companys bike n a lorry....he suffered 3rd degree burns on 70% of his body from head to toe...dats like a slim chance to live...but atleast he fought for his life for 2 daes...Allah lebeh sygkan dier...so nadia,dont be down...its life...we have made a promise to Allah dat we will return to him on a specific date....don be sad kaes...

klah guys...up till here...peaz out...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi....

2007-05-24T18:31:00.000+08:00

elo guys...apa maciam???ada baik???wakakaka....im fine as always....haha....

lifes been going great for me....njoying every moment of it...haha...speaking of enjoyment,yest went to st james wit fuad...dua org je wakakakaka....n on tues went to karaoke wit piee,fuad,hady n zaf....haha....gerek per....both daes were like happening man...seriously...haha....

The karaoke outing was like a blast man....went at 6 n we ended at 11...haha...5 hours of screaming n laffing.....kecohrable....met fuad n piee at tamp nyer caltex....piee kater nk cuci motor...cukup time tk jadi pasal bnyk kerete nk cuci....kanina btol..cuci sendirik tkle ker???dari situ gerak gi ming arcade...reached ard 6+...first few songs kirekan utk panaskan tekak ah...nk kene warm up utk lagu2 yg kene tarik giler babi nyer...wakakakaka....mcm btol je raimi....ard 630 gitu hady ngan zaf pun sampi...dari situ baru start kecoh...haha..nyanyi lagu sumer sembarang nyer...tkle tarik pun mati2 nk tarik...giler babi ah diorg...nk pecahkan tekak...ard 9 gitu went to pick mimie up frm werk...first dier msg ckp dier mungkin lmbt pasal boss dier nk blanje mkn..den i was like ok lah..kalau pmpn mkn mesti lmbt nyer...by the time diorg dabis,aku pun dabis karaoke...sekali cukup time kol 9 genap dier msg tanyer aku kat ner...dpt tau boss die paitou...kalang kabot skejap aku...haha...amek dier lepas tu ajak dier gi karaoke skali....hari tu kirekan sumer org yg ader kat situ nyanyi ah....baru gerek...lagi2 zaf..tk sangker suare dier sedap...kalau pasal mimie kan,suare dier kan...................................................................sedap jugak ah...haha..pasal aku tk pernah dgr mimie nyanyi..tu first time....haha.....da puas tepekek tepekau,kiter pack lah...n everyone went separate ways...haha...

and yest went to St James....wakakakakaka.....gerek giler babi nyer...tak sangker gi 2 org pun boleh hapening giler babi....haha...joget smpi kaki penat siol....pegi 2 org ngan fuad je...pmpn dtg kat kiter...bukan kiter gi kat pmpn...haha....gerek per....mcm biase biler masok jer,amek air lepas tu pusing 1 round tmpt tu...carik org yg kenal...kalau tkder den kiter gi 1 corner minum dulu...kasi high....biler da high baru bleh joget...haha...biler lagu da gerek baru start active...haha...ngah joget syiok2 skali nmpk kwn aku nyer kwn...da pecah lobang aku tk gi clubbing...wakakaka...but wat the hey...aku nk njoy per....pmpn tu dtg ngan kwn dier...aper lagi...selet2 ah...haha....abe 1 part ni ngah joget ngan fuad,2 pmpn da start main2 mater...fuad tu pun naik setan ah...aku stakat ikot2kan je...haha....(mcm btol je raimi ikot2kan...)abe tgh joget skali 2 pmpn ptg jln ah....tros masok tgh...1 joget ngan fuad lagi 1 joget ngan aku....aper bleh buat...joget jelah kan...njoy per....wakakakaka....tapi smlm habis lmbt siol..nk masok kol 5...pasal bola nyer pasal....PUKIWAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIVERPOOL KALAH LAH SIOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BINGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tapi tkper....its all jus a game to me....haha...

kua dari st james,dpt tau aru habis hujan..selamt...tkya mandi hujan...haha....frm der kiter gerak masok town tembos bandemeer...frm der went separate ways....smpi umah je tkde hege siol...mandi,tukar baju tros landing atas katil....tk smpi 3 minit aku da gone...haha...

klah guys..till here den...update nes time...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

Didnt go to St james last sat...but we replaced it by going to karaoke...da lamer tk tepekek tepekau mcm dulu...wakakakaka....skali skale ok ah...tapi kalau selalu rabak siol....boleh ilang suare siol....wakakakakaka....padahal sebelom tu da smgt siol beli kasot ngan slua..atlast malas...mcm sial...tapi tkper..nex week ader per...btol tk...

b4 going karaoke went to vivo with piee...kiter jln2 da mcm org tk pernah jln vivo siol...pusing pe pusing pe pusing...carik chikados....haha....ok per....pmpn receptionist dier kirekan bleh tahan ah...buah dade segenap ah...hahahaha.....jln pe jln pe jln sambil tungu hady...carik kasot mcm aper siak...haha...lepas hady ngan zah smpi,kiter gi mkn kat kedai kopi...dkt situ ah kiter plan nk gi karaoke...tros St James tkder dlm mindaku....haha...

gerek per eh karaoke...tepekek tepekau...haha..syg tk amek gmbr...tau amek bnyk2 siol...mesti kekek nyer kalau korang tgk...pie nyanyi lagu ella..sembarang siol...haha..kekek...aku hady pun nyanyi lagu sembarang jugak...mcm sial ah..piee nyanyi lagu tepekek tepekau abe lepas tu penat sendiri...biol..hady plak ble ikotkan si piee...abe suare serak tkle nyanyi btol2...haha...kirekan aku paling maintain ah..tapi tekak sakit siol...layankan piee ngan hady nyer kecoh..aku skali jadi giler...haha...tapi part tekejot aper tau...si zaf tu kan...biler dier nyanyi kan....kiwak....................................sedap jugak suare dier..tapi sayangnyer,dier nyanyi pelan nk mampoz...kurang jelas ah kirekan....zaf kalau kau bace ni blog,jgn marah eh...nanti cepat tue...wakakakakaka....the point is...we all had fun rite....haha....

klah guys..till here...update nex time...chalo mano...

Over n Out...
Raimi......

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

amcm????ader baik???haha...did nuting todae...yest arrived hm at ard 5 plus am...haha...lmbt siol....lepak kat amk smpi pagi...sebelom tu gi east coast...sebelom tu plak gi vivo...haha..kirekan the whole dae i was out lah....frm 1pm to 5 am....wakakakakakaka....ok per....

met ayie,yana,kecik,didi n pmpn dier kat vivo...diorg smpi kol 2 lebeh..aku ngan mok smpi kol 3 gitu...haha..pasal aku siap hege2....wakakakakakaka.....jumper diorg tros gi mkn kat banquet kat saner...kiwak....kiter uat tu banquet mcm bapak kiter nyer tmpt..tepekek tepekau mcm anak terbiar...ketawe terbahak2 mcm no body busines....wakakakaka...gerek ah kua ngan diorg....kecohrebel.....abe lepas mkn gi main pool....kat saner pun kecoh giler nyer...bola tk masok pocket,kiter kekek....mcm sial ah...buat silap je kene kekek.....tk btol ah....wakakakakaka....

after dat went to east coast to mit the others down der...ader picnic kat saner...smpi saner,1 org je ader...lmbt siol yg lain smpi...abe lepak kat water breaker...amek angin..tenangkan fkran kat saner jap....skejap je...lepas tu on lagu abe tepekek tepekau...wakakakaka......mcm sial....org sumer tgk.....cukup time yg lain sumer da smpi aru kiter start.......smpi kol 11....balik dari situ lepak kat amk smpilah kol5 pagi....haha...oklah....haha....

read someones blog jus now...im sori if i had hurt u in aniwaes last time...im sori...to me my frens are there throu my ups n downs.....i didnt mean to put u aside...its jus dat its difficult to tell u certain matters about my life....mmg bestfrens share problems wit each other,but sum problems are not meant to be shared amng gerls....i noe u tink dat im putting u aside,but its not like dat....u dont understand my life....im not the raimi u noe last time....im different....ive changed....in everyway....pls understand....i tried to kol n msg u....but u didnt pick up my kol n didnt reply my msges..i even msn u,but u didnt bother to reply....i even left a msg saying,"if u still treat me as ur fren,give me a kol..."...but u didnt...haiz....look at urself wen u wana condem sumone else....im sori once again my once dear bestie....

klah guys..till here...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

St James was a FUCKING BLAST MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha......gerek giler babi...n the people der were like fucking happening man....haha...joget sampi nk mampoz....giler babi..atau babi gilerkan diorg???hmm.....hahaha.....but the fact is dat IT WAS DAM HAPPENING MAN...............wakakakakaka.......aku ngan fuad da kirekan org giler ah...joget tk tentu arah....haha...kadang2 dier joget sendiri..kadang2 aku joget sendiri...haha...abe jln2 gi carik partner utk joget...haha...boring siol joget 1 tmpt je....haha...joget ngan hady nyer kwn nyer kwn yg namenye farida...pmpn tu da mabok abe joget pun sembarang jugak...haha..tapi it was ok...abe lepas tu joget ngan mirah..kirekan kwn aku jugak lah....member takot pasal ader masaleh joget kat blakang dier...abe takot kene rogol...wakakakakaka....bodoh...banggang...haha....

abe si hady nyer kwn namernyer zarifah suruh aku jage kwn dier....abe kalau kwn dier nk joget ngan aku tkper...haha..abe dier ckp ngan fuad aku yg ilang2.....mcm maner aku tk ilang2 siol...boring dok...si hady joget ngan zarifah abe fuad joget ngan aishah...abe aku joget sorang...jln2 ah...abe si farida tu joget buat hal sendiri tkkn aku nk gi ganggu kan....aku ilang2 ah...haha...abe biler ader laki ni joget ngan farida si zarifah suruh aku jage....tk kuase aku...puas hati aku joget sendirian..lagi gerek...wakakakakaka...nex week pagi lagi...haha..njoy habis siol aku...giler babi....haha...

klah till here ajelah....update nex week...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

Somthings in life will nvr change....like a habit of doing things dat makes ppl mad or jus hate u...haha...i shud noe...i have dat habit of making ppl get mad at me and hating me,especially gerls....its jus a habit dat i got frm 2 yrs ago...haha...wen they first know me,its like im the decent type...but wen they get to noe me better,they jus like feel dat im jus a waste of their time..well mayb their rite...i m a waste of peoples time...dats y i dont wana tink much about ppls feeling...i jus wana live my life the way i want it...even if it means lonliness for life...

some ppl tend to judge me jus by my looks...some judge me wen they dont even noe the truth about me,my life,my probs,my sadness,my happiness...the people dat i can realy depend on is my buddies at amk...they are the only ones dat can truly understand me....no other person can possibly understand me...not even my bestie...im in my own world n shes in hers...read her blog jus now n somehow wat she wrote in her blog,refers to me...i dont noe y...but i feel it somehow...hmm...watever lah...if people tink dat im the type hu dont learn my lesson n dont appriciate the chances dat they gave towards me,den let it be...dat only shows dat dey dont even noe the slightest ting about me...they havnt even scratch the surface of my outlook...n yet they tink dey noe it all...watever lah....

klah guys..update the nex time..wana go n bath n go out...haha..chalo...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-30T14:23:00.000+08:00

Had an accident few days back...haha...accident corner lagi....tulah raimi,giler corner lagi kan...amek kau obat....haha....but im ok...stakat luker saner sini je...haha....aku risau pasal waris je...dier tompang aku siol....dier nyer luker kat kaki jer tapi dlm siol....geli dok tgk...tapi ni sumer adat naik motor...nak blaja corner mesti jatuh nyer....haha...motor aku sebelah kiri scrap lagi siol...baru pk nk beli ferring baru....haiz...leceh ah....kanina btol...haha....

enuf about dat....yest was the dae dat i went out wit nadia...but wen the time came,kol punyer kol punyer kol punyer kol,tak angkat2...aku kene buay dok....ashik aku jer kene bubble...mcm sial kan...haiz...lepas tu lepak kat amk ngan budak2 aku...kekek sial lepak ngan diorg...luper skejap probs aku...tu pasal aku suker lepak ngan diorg...ader prob ker tkder,tetap ketawe terbahak2....haha....dats y i say i'd rather spend my time wit my frens n bike rather den waste my time wit gerls...leceh ah....abe aku kol si nadia ard 9 gitu...dier angkat...abe aku tanyer ah aper jadi tadi...dier ckp dier tido...wow....nice man...tido smpi kol 8 lebeh...da bangun bukan nyer nk kol tau...atleast da bangun tu kol ah ckp sori er tadi tido ker...atleast ok siol...ni aku yg kene kol dier...kiwak...ni kau kater bestfren???aku nyer salah kau spot...diri sendiri nyer salah tknk tgk....haiz..nilah manusia...hari sebelom nyer btol nyer btol,,"u bsok jadi eh...u bsok jadi eh.."cukup time...jadi habis...cam sial...perangai ah...tapi bnyk besabar lah raimi...ni sumer dugaan...like u said nadia,wat goes around,comes around....nanti trime lah balasan nyer...mayb not by me but by another person...haiz...sakit hati ah kalau continue pasal ni story...better end it now ah...

klah guys...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCKS LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

Okae...Last wed was a blast man....haha....gerek dok...tapi biler part nk bailk tu tk gerek ah...haha....

heres how the story goes....at first didnt want to go cos i wasnt in the mood....but at last pegi jugak...nasib baik aku pegi..kalau tk miss out on all the fun man...haha...at first tot of going MOS...tapi atlast gi St James...haha...Jumper fuad nyer kwn,amir,kat saner....abe dier plak ader janji pmpn kat St James...ok jugak ah tu...first tungu pmp tu kat luar St James...abe lamer sgtkiter masok dulu ah...lepas kiter masok,dlm 15 min pmpn tu msg ckp dier da tgh q...tu tk pasal..kiwak,kiter tungu nk masok stengah jam ah siol...tu pmpn tk masok...abe si fuad ckp kua ah tgk kalau diorg btol ngah q ker tk...biler kua St James je,nmpk 1 pmpn ni jln nk gi q...abe si amir plak ckp tu pmpn yg dier nk jumper...aku tgk btol2,skali tu pmpn ekin...mcm sial...aku tanyer amir ah tu pmpn tingal aner sumer,abe biler aku ckp balik,dier ckp btol...kiwak...mcm sial ah...abe myra pun ader...tu pmpn kirekan aku pernah kua ngan diorg skali je gi riding ngan members aku...tk tepk plak si amir tu leh jumper tu pmpn kat St James...mcm sial...abe biler da masok,si amir plak malu2 nk gi kat ekin...abe aku gi ah...dari situ baru diorg bbl....hah...tapi ok ah..kirekan we had fun...joget mcm tk pernah joget...haha..skali biler da nk habis,si myra ckp ngan aku kalau aku leh anta dier balik...aku ckp aku tkder helmet...first nk pinjam fuad helmet..abe muker dier da berubah...ntahlah dier tu..abe cukup time gi kebas helmet org lain...tu tk kesah...si myra tu dala senget pasal terlalu bnyk minum,naik motor aku pun tk btol...abe sandar kat aku nk tido...aku nyer sort...haha...da gitu tkper,stengah jln hujan lebat...alermak..da basah kuyop...first kiter stop kat busstop kasi hujan rede...da rede sikit,kiter continue...skali biler nk smpi jurong hujan lebat giler babinyer...baju,slua ngan sluar dlm aku basar siol...kiwak btol...da gitu smpi bwh blk dier,dier ajak naik umah dier pasal umah dier tkder org...naik ah rumah dier...pk kiter nk tido smpi kol 9 abe gerak dari situ ah..skali telajak smpi kol 12 siol...mcm sial..atlast tk gi skolah...mcm sial...haha...nex week tgk ah pegi lagi ker tk...wakakakaka....tapi gerek ah club...luper siak masalah sumer....

abe tadi gi skolah ader math leson..liwak...aku da luper siol sumer maths2 nyer bende...mcm sial..nk kene ingat balik..stress siak otak...tapi ok ah..atleast leh tangkap sikit2...pelan2 kayoh yer raimi...haha...

klah..guess till here...nanti aku update lagi yer...haha...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hey guys....how u doing??? raimi's bck by popular demand...wakakakaka.....jus joking...haha...

Im blogging again bcos im bored...haha...n im realising dat im changing into another person...its not outside...its inside of me..i dono lah...wakakakakaka....

Didnt blog for a very very very long time seh...haha...alot has been happening in my life...changes around me...my frens changing for the worst...sum for the better...for the better 1 is good lah...but for the wrst is like....i dono wat to say....but wat the hey...if dey dont gv a fuck about me,den y shud i rite...hahaha.....but sumtimes it feels wrong to jus let them become worst...i tried to change dem but it was hopeless....den i cant do aniting...

well dats another topic....haha....my life now....hmmm....currently starting go go club again...St James dok...gerek giler babi nyer...wakakakakaka....last wed went der,n it was like......FUUUUUYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ramai siol org...giler babi...smpi joget langar2 org.....yg mabok lain,yg sebok lain...hahah....but it was happening man...seriously...u guys shud go man.....haha...nex wed going again...haha...harap2 waitress tu keje ah nex wed....haha...kiwak nyer waitress...tgh keje pon leh mabok ker...cm sial ah....haha...tapi waitress tu nyer gantong kirekan segenap ah...baik dok...hahaha....

enuf abotu dat...nex wed nanti aku update lagi...haha....read sumones blog a few daes ago....n it was seriouly touching...but i cant reply to wat she wrote in her blog...bcos for me now,there is no feeling of love towards anione animore...for me its not the time yet....n i dont want history to repeat itself....ive been hurt to many time...for now i jus wana njoy...haha....n another blog oso wrote about teh same ting..abut me opening my heart bck n start to love again....same goes to her...i cant do it...both of u hurt me alot...n i cant possibly forget wat u guys did...i can forgv,but i will nvr forget....1 ckp syg aku,tapi dlm diam dade matae....tk ke mcm sial...lagi 1 plak,biler aku da bagos2 syg dier,dier kater "since wen were we attch?"...WOW....haha...hurting words man...seriously...i hurts till deep down...but wat to do...its life rite....haha....but now,im trying to njoy life n forget about love...bcos it SUCKS!!!!!!!!big time.....haha...

but recently im feeling like down man...i oso dono y....tapi tk down giler babi ah siol...tu da kirekan emo giler babi nyer...wakakakaka.....im jus trying to find out wat is bothering me n making me down...der is jus 2 reasons....1.i dont have sume1 to love n share my probs wit bcos i myself have a lot of probles kept inside...hahaha....n 2.der is no1 hu cud possible love me for hu i m n im kinda missing love oso...hmmm.....but i'll figure it out...wakakakakaka.....

klah till here guys...si mentel ni sebok ah..org da ckp ngah update blog lagi nk msn org...hahaha...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi....

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Final Entry By Me..

2007-03-19T03:03:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...wats up??aniting new in life??

well,this entry will be my last...because its jus a waste of time for me to have a blog n not blog about aniting in my life animore...jus like some1 told me jus now...there is no point in calling urself a bestfren wen u were nvr ard wen i nid u....its the same as me writing in this blog..i have a blog but i dont update it...

shit happens...yes...but sum shits cant be cleaned away jus like dat..some even cant be cleaned...

the call i gave u was to tell u dat i miss u..u said u were in aust,so if i koled ur hp,i wouldnt get ani ans...so i didnt call...yes i admit i wasnt der for u...i was bz wit my own life..."we are not even best frens"...those werds i will nvr forget for the rest of my life...

im sori if i wasnt der for u at all...sori if my presence was a waste of time..sori if my promises were jus werds from the mouth...sori for everyting...forgive me if u can...but if u cant,den i cant force u...the last i will hear of ur voice was at ard 3 am...gona miss ya..even if u dont miss me...

so many tings kept inside dat was yet to be told...but unfortunately,it will nvr be unfold...though u might tink dat ive chaged for the worst,but ive nvr forgotten u,how could u sae ive become worst??

klah guys...dis is my final entry...to those whu reads my blog,tanks...appriciate it...n to that gerl,im sori once more...

over n out...
raimi...

it's not what it seems.

2007-03-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

heloooo ppl .. lea here againn 2 update fer d boi hus either too lazy, bz(highly doubt so. heh) or probably suffering frm a short term memory syndrome that he cant rmbr anytyng interesting that happened in sch or wen he's chilling in d kangkong wif his kampong frens at amk. ehehehe. kidding darling.

okayy. i wana straighten a few tyngs here regarding my last entry cos it seems that it has caused some misunderstandings wif his frens. im not sorie fer wad i wrote and if it has too much of 'byke facts' but hear me out ferst. dat entry wud have been wad he wud hav posted except d part about me cos isnt byke related topics been his topic of d dae wenever he blogs? im juz following his routine cos it is afterall his blog aniwae. i mean no doubt i wud lovee 2 have a boifey hu has his own transportation, hu wudnt ryte? he could fetch me frm aniwhere or send me hm regardless if there still is or not any available public transport at nyte. this wud certainly cut down on my transport expenses. but wudnt i b cheating andd depriving myself of my true feelings towards him? y shud i or in fact anyone b wif sum1 hu we dun reali have feelings fer andd hafta face d expectation of loving him in d near future juz bcos he or she has his or her own transport? it wud hurt d person terribly andd can we live wif d fact that we've hurt sum1 fer our own advantages? as humans, we have both a heart andd a brain 2 feel andd tynk b4 doing sumtyng. thus if we use these 2 evaluate andd ans d qns, wudnt it b juz inhumane 2 b doing such tyngs? furthermore, there's sucha a tyng called 'karma' which was created by Him to warn those hu hav done anytyng wrong towards anyone in their lyfe. andd i certainly have done far too numerous sins 2 b adding this 2 d long list. i share a great interest of bykes wif him andd his frens. i've been ryding my daddy's byke since i was a kid andd this started my lovee fer bykes. soo, dun get me wrong. okayy, that's all about d previous entry.

aniwae, no more serious stuff. it gets boring after awhile. ryte? ehehe. well, sch's out fer me but not fer him. d poor boi has a paper layta andd i tynk he shud still b mugging fer it. at least, that's wad he told me he wud b doing wen he gets hm frm d usual chilling in d kangkong sessions at amk. had a little talk about his future during dat few mins over d fone wif him last nyte. he mentioned about continuing 2 higher nitec after he graduates andd than head to poly. insya-Allah darling. yess, shit do happen but if u try 2 avoid it andd werk towards wad u wan reali hard, He'll consperm help u out. hehehe. ooouh ooouh. he'll b heading 2 sentosa after d paper. gawdess! it's been lyke monkey yrs since i last went dere which was wif my werkfrens. urghhh. i won't deny dat im a jealous gurl ryte noww. may he get sunburn frm being under d sun fer too long. gagagaga. kayy2. i take that bac. im not soo evil okayy but im reali bad at tyme management so i duno wen i'll b able 2 go there againn tho its my hols now till april. but werk's been sucha bytch. hrmph. shall not elaborate much about it.

soo, d boi have finali turned nineteeen! hapi burfdae 2 u, hapi burfdae 2 u, hapi nineteenth burfdae 2 d baceyyn boi, hapi burfdae 2 u! yeyyy. ahahaha. kayy. i noe it's abit late but heyy, this is his blog. so i wana update as much as wad have been going on in his lyfe since d last entry. well, his frens woke him up in d middle of d nyte andd ajak-ed him out fer a ryding session. wad a way 2 start a burfdae. den he went 2 sch, andd as i guessed, he was at amk in d evening. andd me wanting 2 b d last 2 give him a burfdae wish on dat dae had 2 drag him bac 2 his void deck at 11.50pm-ish. showed him his surprise gift in my lappie which i've compiled during d 3yrs dat i've known him andd headed bac 2 my cuzzin's place since its near 2 his place. his bestie hu recently migrated 2 australia came bac 2 celebrate his burfdae d following dae. d lucky boi. dey went bugis andd hung out. i hope he had a great burfdae andd may all his wishes cum true. insya-Allah. wheeee. ehehe.

andd, a picture of him in specs as promised. cute andd intellectual, yess? hehehehe.

i tynk i better stop cos dis entry is effing long andd i hafta get sum shut eye b4 i set off fer werk at 8am. till den, take care dear lovees! =)

Guest blogger. :))

2007-02-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

helooooo dearest faithful avid readers of this blog. ehehehe. as u guys might have guessed, this is not raimi updating. jeng jeng jeng. ahahaha. aniwae, i'm Lea, a fren of his who has been struck by boredom at 0300hrs thus writting a post fer him noww. soo, get ready fer a super long entry by urs truly. ehehehe.

since this is his blog, i shall try hard not 2 do any self promoting of myself or give out too much information on wad ppl call as 'his jiwang syde on lovee' cos im sure he'll update on that wenever he wans to. but honestli, if i were to ever start my own blog, i wouldn't even noe wad to wryte. it'd probably be lyke this. do not laff okayy. ahahaha.

"heloo darlings. 2dae i woke up at 0900hrs and as usual, i woke up late and cabbed to school. came hm in between the ultra long break and ended up slacking at hm too much dat i just had to skip the afternoon and evening lectures at d dearest IT faculty of Temasekku Poritekunikku(dats Temasek Polytechnic in Japanese. no kidding. heh). felt hungry n cooked maggie. slacked further n hogged on d fone and lappie b4 having sum shut eye. gd nyte dear lovees."

and dats how all my entries are gona be. gawdess. i swear those hus gona read my blog can juz die of boredom juz by reading my entries. dats probably y i'd rather update fer the boi herre rather than hav my own blog. nyet nyet. but he doesn't mind soo might as well make full use of it and mayb, juz mayb change his layout as well. ahahaha. oooops ! i tynk i'm updating too much about myself. okayy okayy. bac 2 his lyfe.

well, as all of u noe, he's been ryding his beloved wifey aka KR fer about 2 mths oredi and it already have scratches. gawdess. tu laa. maner tak calar wen he finds corner-ing an adrenaline thrill. pantat laa. pardon me fer d crude werd or if i sound naggy but he can freaking spoil d byke. puas hati u let me have d byke noww so dat i can use it wen i pass my licence in mths 2 cum. mcm paham jer sayer. lesen basikal belum ader da nak dream about having a byke licence. but a gurl can dream can't dey?

so he basically spent d dae by teman-ing his fren. not sure of d details but d fren's daddy's byke met wif a hillarious accident. i cant sae how but d tayar pancet and the boi had d honours of pushing the byke 2 d nearest motor shop. wads worse is dat this fren of his don't even have a byke licence and he's oredi ryding his daddy's byke. luckily both him n d byke is okayy, except fer d tyres laa. kecoh seh. hehehe. ooouh ooouh and if possible, i'll try 2 upload a picture of the boi himself looking lyke sum smart mamat while he was trying 2 look intellectual. yeyness. ehehehe!

and as fer those who also do ryde bykes, have u guys ever be shown d magic finger by another ryder while on d road? such cowardice act from dem and it usuali happens wen dere is a female at d bac seat. so d veri takder cara. pantat sehh. consperm sengaje carik pasal. i've been hearing too much of such stuffx frm the boi himself n his frens as well. dey wud give chase to that person giving their hot tempered-ness if ever given d chance. tak syg nyawe eyyh krg. mcm2 laa bdk2 zaman skarang. ahahaha.

its reali scary if u have frens who have bykes and u noe dat dey're d sort who "pantang nampak straight or corner roads". not being naggy laa but dey can juz lose their lyfes by juz making minor mistakes. im sure u guys have lost at least sum1 close 2 u cos of byke accidents. i noe i hav. he was sum1 reali special 2 me 4 yrs bac n he lost his lyfe while on d rd on his way 2 surprise me on my burfdae. and i onli got 2 noe of his passing on 2mths layta cos i lost my hp at dat point of tyme. super shocked and sadd i was but i had 2 move on. aramak ! i'm bac 2 talking about me.

i tynk this entry is by far d longest and i don't wana make it even more lengthy. takot layta the boi complain lakz. heh. soo hav a great dae ahead and take care dearest lovees. and ooouh yeaa, ryde safely. okayy gooo! =)

*ps. 2 the boi's bestie who just left fer Australia, take reali gd care of yourself and always noe dat you'll be greatly missed by the frens you have bac herre in Singapore. take care darling tho i don't tynk you noe me. ehehehe.

*it's in changes that we can really find determination.

Lea out! :))

2007-02-14T21:24:00.001+08:00

Eh guys...amcm???ada baik tk??da lamer aku tk tulis ni blog...mcm naik mlz gitu...maklomlah dade motor kan..abg sentiase busy....hahaha....

well....during the long break,alot of tings happened...i don wana elaborate animor...it sucks n som of it realy hurts...

from the last i updated,i had 2 accients in total...haha...both accident happened during cornering...haha...tapi mkn aku jatuh,makin degil aku corner..tapi tk sedegil maner ah...haha...stakat leh corner je...kirekan da oklah...haha..skg motor aku da tk lawa...sebelah kiri da btol nyer hancur...da tk lawa seh..irritating..bnyk barang seh kene tukar...lepas the first accident,bnyk barang aku buat...kilatkan rim lah,tukar footrest lah,tukar tayar lah,tukar taillight...dan ader lagi lah...haha...

semenjak ader motor ni,ashik merayap je...balik lmbt lagi...makin rabak per eh...hmmm....tapi gerek...finally dpt kua skolah ramai2 ngan klasmate aku...haha...tercapai jugak impian aku...haha...tingal nk kasi motor lawa jelah...hahaha....lepas tu daleh rilek...chil...haha...

alot of tings happened to me...heartbreak,hurt n confusion...haiz....trying to put dat all aside n move on wit my life..but i cant forget bout somting...seriusly...haiz...if u noe,den u noe...i dont wana blog or tok bout it...jus gona let it be...

klah guys..till here...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2007-02-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

2007-01-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

ola guys...sori for the long long long break...haha...been bz wit my life n my new bike...haha...speaking of which,baru nk masok 3 minggu kuakan motor,da accident...tgh corner plak tu...scrap footrest lepas tu motor give way siol...da terpakse kene buang motor..nasib baik ayie dekat blkng..kalau tk,kaki aku da patah siol..dierlah yg selamatkan aku dari kaki aku patah...kalau aku tompang org lain aku rase kaki aku da patah siol...rabak per....tapi yg pelik,tgh jatuh tu,wat went on in my mind was,"eh siallah...aku jatuh eh..btol ker nie??" dat was wat went tru my head..i cant believe dat i fell man..seriusly...haha..but ni sume adat...naik motor mesti ader accident...ni kali pertame...siap ah..kaki aku da baik nanti lagi degil ah aku bwk motor...wakakakakaka....

b4 the day of the accident..went out wit nad on 5 jan which was her b'dae...member btol nyer takot siak nk naik motor..haha...rabak per...went to plaza singapura to watch School Of Scoundrels...i tink dats how its spelled..haha..after dat sent her home...aku dalah tk kenal town area sgt...nk carik exit expressway dalah mcm sial...cukup time nmpk exit cte/sle,masok jelah..kiwak..jln punyerlah jauh...1 jam baru smpi jurong siol..abe biler da smpi jurong,nad punyer kasi direction pon baik..bukan nk tunjuk aku maner nk jln,dier gi ckp maner nk jln...aku da pakai helmet,da tk dgr sgt..abe rd tu dalah bising ngan kenderaan yg lain..abe biler da lepas tmpt yg sepatotnyer masok,baru dier ckp...alermak..aku pe binget...lepaskan kat rd jugak ah...tepekek skejap siol die...haha...but it was fun scaring sum1 like her...haha...i had a great time nad..hope u did too...haha...

after my accident,my frens got to noe about it,n dey were like babbling non stop man...aku taulah korang syg kat aku,tapi jgn lah mcm gini...wakakakakaka...lagi2 biler bg man dpt tau...aku kene maki bodoh ni...tapi tkperlah..learn from my mistakes..lain kali corner 7 tkmo turun habis...hahahahaha...so far,org yg pillion aku sumer ckp aku bwk giler2..siolah ah...diorg blm pillion members2 aku yg lagi giler babi dari aku siol..baru diorg tau giler tu aper dan giler babi tu aper...hahaha...sial ah...nk kene blaja corner lagi ah...wakakakaka...

klah guys..till her...kol 7 nanti nk kene bangun gi skola...skol reopens man...haha...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

2006-12-23T01:25:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....aku da dpt aper yg aku nk...a new motorcycle....haha...tgk jelah gmbr tu..lawakan motor aku...haha..tgklah saper yg pilih...hahahaha...eh Nad,nilah motor yg akan u naik kaes...so jgnlah takot2..i safety rider..i guranti it...haha...n to siti senget,bila mau enrole babe??gua dade motor lah...dat time kau kacau aku kan...ader lesen tapi tkde motor kan..ah skg aper kau nk kacau lagi??aku dade lesen da dade MOTOR....kau tu..bila mau enrole babe...hahaha...Abang Raimi da bwk motor lah...haha...

the bike is only 4 daes old...haha..maseh muder lagi...maseh ngah nk kenal road lagi..lagi 2 minggu da leh start rounding 1 singapore ngan members babe...hahaha...Nadia...oh Nadia...jgn takot kaes...5th Jan i bwk pelan kaes...haha...chill ah deng...hahaha....

klah guys,till here..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. Even Though I Have A Bike, I Will Always Remain The Same...The Same Old Crazy Raimi That You Guys Know...So To Thoes It May Concern, I Will Not Change Just Because I Got A Bike...Peace...

2006-12-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

LOVE...Its sumting dats complicated n can nvr be understood...seriuzly..till now,i cant understand the meaning of it..is it to give all dat u have for dat sum1??or issit to sacrifice everiting dat u have jus to be wit dat sum1??i dont tink both is rite..but sum ppl i noe act like dey already noe the meaning of LOVE...dey brag about their love life n all..but it got me tinking,is LOVE abot u bragging bout how ur LOVE life is doing n how fantastic it is??nah dat cudnt be it..but wen i see couples pass by me,its like they are so happy together,like ders nuting in dis world dat can stop them...i mus admit dat is kinda nice to have sum1 to b der wen u nid them n to share ur pain n lafter..n i mus admit dat i miss having sum1 hu cud really b der wen i nid them...or is LOVE about being der fer dat sum1 wen dey nid u??hmm...
the questions still lingers in my mind...

let me tell u wat got me wanting to blog about all dos crap above...

i dono y,but suddenly i feel like im missing sumting in my life..sumting dat i cudnt explain..n dat got me tinkin bout my love life last time...yes..im missing it...haiz...the feeling of sum1 hu loves u n care for u..the feeling of sum1 hu is der wen u need dem the most...the feeling of waking up each dae jus to c dat special sum1...haiz...but wen i tink it bck,all dos tings brought misery to my life..brought saddness to my life..n shattered a whole heart into a million pieces..n dats were i realise dat LOVE is sumting very complicating...it can bring joy n happines into ur life but at the same time bring hurt...i had a few relationships which i cherish alot...1 was 1 yr n 3 mnths...she left me bcos i didnt gv her enuf attention n her abg angkat which is now her guy,gave her the attention dat she needed...dat was like 1 yr plus of being together going dwn the drain..n it still hurts..till now...another 1 is only about 1 mnth..she was my best fren..we were really close n eventually we became a couple..but,she still had a heart for her ex n she left me hanging jus like dat...but now shes still my bestfren lah..haha..but seriuzly..it hurts...alot...n another 1 was a gerl frm my skol...yes i admit i admire her n like her in a certain wae,but tings didnt turn out the wae i wanted it too...all dos pain...if only i cud trow away all the sadness in my life,my life wud be a better 1..

i use to be a guy hu gives n takes n forgive n forget..but now im not able to do dat..ppl have been taking me for granted n im not goin bck to wat i was b4...it hurts to be taken for granted..its like ur jus sum1 hu can be thrown away wen dey r done wit u...n i was feeling dat wae wen my ex did dat to me..wen they found sum1 new,dey throw me aside..n wen they get hurt by the one dat they love,they come bck to me...aku ni aper??kekasih part time per??it hurts..it hurts alot..n i cant get dat sadnes out..i smile,laf,crack jokes n make ppl laf..but do dey noe the sadnes dats inside me?the sadnes dats been kept inside for yrs..the loneliness i feel in life..they dont..n id rather they dont noe..its better..haiz...

its better to keep my mouth shut n my heart closed...

till here guys..

chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

2006-12-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

ola guys...apa maciam??ada baik??haha..da lamer eh aku tk blog..smpi ader org tu tego aku...smpi dier ckp dier tknk update hari2 pasal aku tk update...alermak..emosi btol ah diek tu...haha...u shud noe hu u r...haha...

wel so far my life has been going great..no worries,no gerl probs,no cock kali cup in my life...its all going smooth...but not dat smooth lah..haha..still got ups n downs...but abg raimi managed to settle tings lah..alermak..mcm lu org tk kenal plak raimi eh...haha..jus reached hm frm soccer at amk...biasa lah..probation dabis babe..mesti mau njoy kan...tol tk tol...haha...biler tgh probation,aku gi clubbing..biler dabis probation tk gi clubbing..mcm sial kan perangai...tkper2...end of the yr mesti njoy giler babi nyer smpi tkle angkat smpi kene seret nyer siol..main giler dok..wakakakakaka....

aniwaes,went to amk to play soccer jus now...alermak...kekek nk mampoz lah siol..main bola bleh buat lawak bodoh..tersunko lah,tetendang tiang lah,tendang angin lah,salah tendang lah..merepek repek saik budak2 kampong lamer aku..mcm sial ah..teringat siol maseh tingal saner..ton ngan dorang,main alipom smpi pagi,tekekek2 mcm tu tmpt bapak kiter nyer tmpt...haha...rindu banget si...haha..but for the mean time tkle ton dok..ader dorang nk balik kol 34 pagi saper nk gi lyn siol..nak naik bus aper..haha...kene tungu ader motor baru leh alik lmbt giler babi nyer...wakakakaka...ngah tungu ni hari yg akan dtg..tkle sabar ni...haha..hmm...skg otak aku da blank..haha..

klah till here guys..chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST...LIVE WITH NO REGRETS...

2006-11-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa for family day yesterday n went to Under Water World...The pics will tell all ah...tapi yg 1 gmbr tu aku amek ngan ikan tu..kiwak..besar nk mampoz lah siol...lagi besar dari aku sak...giler babi dok...haha..yg ketam besar tu btol2 nyer besar...mampoz tknk...mcm maner nk mkn siol...haha...yang binatang pelik tu di pangil omynite tk salah..prehistoric nyer binatang...da lamer dier hidup...haha..well dats all for now lah...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S.Live Life To The Fullest..Live With No Regrets...Peace...

2006-11-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

Dont Love When It Can't Be Given..Don't Make Promises When You Can't Fulfill Them..Don't Say You Love When You Don't Really Mean It..Thats what i learned in life..To love is something that is difficult..But when you have fallen in love or you've loved someone,the word impossible is out of your dictionary..You can do aniting for your loved ones..I know..I've been through it..But it hurts when u love that someone so much and you can do anything for that special someone,but in the end,you got to know that ur efforts were useless..And all you did was proving something that wasn't there..It really hurts..If you people have not been through it,i suggest that you dont go through those times..The wounds that you get frm that hurt will stay till the day you die..

Im sick and tired of people making promises but in the end they cant fulfil their promises..It sucks..And seriously,I HATE IT!!! If you know that you can't make it due to some reasons,you could atleast call the person and tell them that you can't make it and you will try to make it up..Atleast that person would understand..Well,i guess some people don't even bother to take the initiative to do that..For some of you who's reading this,you may have a different thinking..but put aside ur thingking and think the way i do..Try you people being in my shoes..Would you people like it?Jus stop and think for a moment..

That's why now i'm shutting down for the mean time..closing the door to everything that i thought was real,i thought was special and closing the door to loving someone..Why am i doing this..Its simple..I've been to kind to people and people have been taking it for granted..I've showed them love but they did not give me aniting in return..Infact,they returned my love by hurting me..haha..Its funny..Seriously,i don't get it at all..When they have already hurt your feelings,they come back to you saying that they love you..And you believe them..But they do the same thing they did to you in the first place..They make a promise,but they didn't fulfil it..Crap sia..Its all crap..A bunch of BULLSHIT..For now LOVE to me is BULLSHIT..Forget this thing called love lah..Nothing good ever comes out of it.. Sometimes it does lah..Haiz..Life is full of mystery..Maybe its Better off i kept my mouth shut and heart closed..haiz..

klah till here guys..chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

2006-11-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

elo guys...amcm??ada baik??haha...didnt update dis blog for quite sumtime...haha...been taking vacations frm blogging too often..haha...nk kene blog balik...haha...

first n for most..my life is going great...skols fun,families great,frens nvr been better...tapi ader yg mcm sial jugak lah...haha...no gerls to cntrl me n no gerls to care about...my frens of course i have to care for them lah...lau aku tk care,saper lagi kan...haha...

been keeping in cntct wit mentel lately...shes having probs wit her ex...haha..tulah..aper yg aku ckp dulu kau tknk dgrkan...skg tgk aper da jadi...haha...apa punya olang...shes like soo fed-up wit her ex bcause her ex to her to leave him alone n she did lah..but he kept bugging her every now n den...ashik kol je..kater suruh leave him alone,cukup time dier yg carik mentel...apa dah...abe si mentel kua ngan saper sumer dier nk tau...musibot..kene aku pon aku binget siol..kepale otak sort siol gitu mcm...haha...n shes like trying to avoid him...n she finally told him dat she dosnt want aniting to do wit him animore n she dosnt wana cntct him animore...she told me dat lah...biler dier ckp mcm tu,laki tu plak mcm teragak2 nk bbl..merepek sak..da rindu tu ckp jelah rindu..nk ego2 buat aper sak?? aper kau dpt?? dpt duit ker??hmmm...tapi tkle salahkan laki tu jugak lah..pasal si mentel ni pon ego dier same2 besar ngan tu laki...biase lah kan...biler ego da besar,maner nk mengaku kalah nyer..aper dier buat sumer btol..mcm dier tu tau je sumer yg terjadi kat dunie ni...nanti lame kelamaan pasal ego sendiri,nanti dier menyesal..tkder guner kan...btol tk geng??haha...merepek sak budak2 zaman skg..umur je nk masok 20,tapi perangai mcm budak2...haiyo...hidun pon susah,mati pon susah ler...haha...tapi mentel,jus remember wat i said lah..put aside ur ego n face the fact...eventually his ego will lessen..trust me...haha..

part skolah plak ader lagi 1 hal..klasmate aku bleh gado nie pasal bende merepek..alermak..padahal due2 da besar siol..da bwk motor pon..tapi maseh mcm budak2..alermak...cerite dier panjang..tapi aku cube pendekkan sikit eh..sikit je tk bnyk...haha...sumer start kat klas project ah...group aku ngah discuss pasal project aper nk bikin pasal date due da lepas n we still havnt started yet...haha..gerek per..biler tgh discuss plak,kwn aku ni masok campo...dier gi tego group kiter...kwn aku palk tego balik..stakat gurau2 jelah..abe yg lagi 1 tu tkle angkat joke..dier gi amek hati..alermak..mcm budak2 kan..padahal gurau seh..kwn aku tu lagi leh ketawe..abe yg lagi 1 tu gi amek hati...da amek hati tk pasal...dier gi blng kwn aku ni punyer kwn pasal hal tu...da jadi 1 issue...yg kwn aku punyer kwn plak tkle tutup dier punyer mulut abe gi blng kwn aku...da sumer yg budak tu ckp kat pmpn tu,sumer pmpn tu blng kwn aku..alermak...leceh babe...laki tu blng ngan kwn aku nyer kwn yg dier nk gi bikin motor dier lah,ni lah,tu lah..abe ungkit kisah lamer...deng btol...perangai mcm budak2 siol...da diorg tadi kat klas tk bbl...senyap je diorg..yg kwn aku plak gi bahase2kan kwn aku yg blng pmpn tu...haiz...pasal ni bende nanti leh jadi gadoh besar siol...alermak..da klasmate same klasmate gado..leceh kan..kan kan kan..haiz...suker hati diorng lah nk settle mcm maner..hal diorg..bukan hal aku..tapi kalau diorg gado dpn aku mestilah aku tahan..tkkn nk gi tgk kwn ngan kwn gado...tk manis siol dipandang org...tapi for now i will let it b...haha...

lagi 2 minggu nk exam siol...practikal exam plak tu..n i havnt even perfected my practikal...nk kene bertungkus-lumus seh buat practikal...nk pass siol..jgn fail..nanti tkle naik poly babe...da lagi 1 hal...haha..got to buck up on my attendance n all...smlm baru ken tego ngan cikgu...tapi btol ah..makin lamer aku makin slak..mentang2 probation dabis...haha...tkper...der is still time to buck up...haha...

da 2 bulan lebeh aku pegang lesen aku...tapi motor lm dpt2...haha..bnyk bersabar lah mi...ni sumer kene bnyk bersabar...haha...insyallah kalau tkde halangan by nex mnth motor da kua...haha...mcm sial ah...haha...but for now my lifes going the wae i wanted it to...living life to the fullest man...haha...gelak ketawe mau lebeh...haha...

nari si mentel tu gi blogger outing kat east coast...mesti ngah memekak ah diorg ni...haha..biase lah...kalau kaum2 pmpn da bertemu,mulut diorg...alermak..tkle angkat...mesti ader je diorg nk comment...haha...tkpelah..let her njoy..shes been tinking bout tings too much..chill kaes gerl...remember,im always here for ya...haha...

n to dos which it might concenr,im not a heartless person hu dosnt forgive sum1..u made a mistake n uve paid for it..i dont hold any grudges against u...if u tink were still frens like last time,den dats good..but if u tink i still hate u,den i cant force u..kaes..but remember,im here wenever u nid me...

nk katerkan aku ni kwn sejati eh...haha..oklah dats enuf blogging for todae b4 i write more crap in dis blog...haha..chalo mano...

over n out..

raimi...

P.S. Live Life To The Fullest...Live With No Regrets....

2006-11-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

hey guys...amcm??ada baik??da lamer aku tk blog eh..rindu plak...haha...

so much have been happening for the past few daes...getting to noe more ppl...n im getting to noe dat sum older gerls don care bout age...to them age is jus a number...nice...great to noe dat theres still ppl like dat...zaman skg kalau pmpn tu dpt tau laki lagi mude je,troz reject...haha...rabak per...but im lucky lah to get to noe gerls whus not dat demanding...the oldest i got to noe is like 28 yrs old...haha...10 yrs older den me man...wtf!!!!!haha...but shes a nice lady lah...matured type...haha...n there r 3 more gerls i got to noe hus older den me...2 of them 21..the other is 22...haha...even they themself said i look their age...alamak...otak aku peh sort....muker aku ni tue sgt ker??haha...diorg ckp muker aku matured...biase lah..kater raimi mah...haha....

enuf bout dat...im still confused wit my exs...i dono wats wrong wit them lah..but i cant sae aniting lah...its their life...its like wen they were wit me,i gave them the love i cud n i told them about tings dat shud not b done n dat they shud think more futher n think more matured...but they did not listen..n after leaving me n going wit sum1 else n den getting bck wat they gave me,den dey realised dat wat i said was true...i may b young but dat dos not mean dat i tink like a kid...i have my own tinking n its not a kids thinking...

its like wen the have sum1 else wit them,they dont seem to tink bout the tings dat uve done for them n they forget dat even though dey hurt u in so many waes,u still have the patience to tolerate wit their behavior....but after being hurt by the person dat they went to,den they will realise their mistake n at dat same time they will realise wat we did for dem and wat we said to them were true...haha...aku pelik ah...haha...tapi tkpelah..yg sudah tu sudah...haha...

skg aku tau aku nk njoy life..haha..tkmo pk2 pasal bende2 ni sumer...melecehkan hidup je...haha...oklah...smpi sini jelah geng...haha..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-11-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

elo guys...amcm??ade baik??

took along break again...haha...the last post u can forget about it lah...pasal dat post was posted by my ex...shes no longer my gerl...haha...now im single...leh kenal2 ngan pmpn lain..bleh mengatal...haha...but will miss her lah..cant deny dat...haha..she was my best fren..the bestest i cud have...but she still loves her ex n i cant do aniting...haha...aperlah nasib aku...malang habis...biler dade pmpn yg aku syg,dier maseh syg ex dier lah,syg abg angkat dier lah.blm lagi nk ader matae lah...aperlah nasib ku...haha...blm ader jodoh...lagipon gua maseh muder babe...ngah tunggu motor je nie...haha...but gona miss her lah...peace..

ok enuf about dat...now ive finished my probation..haha..actually da lamer lah..cumer luper nk update je...haha..been coming home late n going jb...haha..da lamer tk balik lmbt2...da 6 tahun siol aku tk masok johor...lamer per..gerek...da boleh ton,pancing mlm...haha...aku suker skali...haha...ngah tunggu motor ni...lepas tu mau gi riding mlm ngan memberz gue...haha..tkle sabar nie...haha...but kene sabar jugak lah kan...haha..jus came hm jus now frm amk...lepak ngan ayie..sebelom tu gi johor ngan kwn2 aku...lepak kat kedai panjang berejam siol..smpi tetido2..haha..den lepas tu alik...haha..

smpi sini jelah..kinda not in the mood ah..its the feeling dat u have wen u lost sum1 u love...n its not the first time...haiz...it hurts alot..but i have to bare wit it lah...love cant b forced wat..n there are plenty of other gerls out der...haha..maner tau dpt lagi baik ker..lagi jambu ker...haha..k aku da start merepek...smpi sini jelah...

chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sayang u lah kentalss!

2006-10-31T10:52:00.000+08:00

2006-10-28T12:55:00.000+08:00

hey guys...sori for the long vacation..haha..bz ah semanjak hari raye ni kan...lagipon probation dabis...haha...gerek...da bleh balik mlm...haha...tapi collection tk bnyk ah...motor pon lm lagi leh dpt...haha...

but the past few daes mcm lain gitu...mentel mcm da indah tk indah ngan aku...mcm perhubungan kiter ni da tkde bende lagi...aku heran ah...semanjak aku dabis probation,dier mcm da lain gitu...mcm da tk kesah pasal aku...haiz...aku taulah aku suker balik mlm,tapi aku tetap kol dier per...aku tetap syg dier...haiz...smlm aku kol dier tk angkat...cukup time dier off hp..abe dari tadi pagi aku kol dier,dier tk angkat..agaknyer dier bz lah tu...haiz...aku rindu dier lah...dear,plz call me bck..im missing u soo...love you lots dear..

klah smpi sini jelah...miss my dear soo...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-10-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

Werds are only werds...nuting more den dat...werds dat come out frm a gerls mouth,shud nvr be trusted or be kept as their promise to u..its all bullshit....wakakakakaka....u sae u miss me,but u dont even show the slightest sign...n u sae u wan me to forget u...crap siak...tink for urself ah...if u realy miss dat sum1 n wat u told dat person was true,u cud have called or sms..instead of waiting for me...bullshit ah...n wen i sae tings,u sae im following my own ego..oklah..fine..my ego is as big as dis universe...wat the fuck..i dont care wat ppl tinks bout my ego...look at urself b4 u sae sumting about sum1...haha..suker hati u lah..i tknk ckp aper2...nanti org tu ckp aper..kiter tk pernah matae per..i dont have the power to cntrl..i nvr did...wateverlah...play wit feelings,n u will get it in return...jus wait n c...

well i wont dat ting spoil my mood for raye...haha..lagi 1 hari je...cepat seh...yeah yeah!!!!da nk raye...haha....the dae wen every1 of my families come together n gossip n joke,n catch up on old times...haha...its gona b a fun dae..but the most fun part is getting the green packet...haha..tapi aku da 18 ni..ntah ble jejak 100 tk duit raye ku....haha...tkpelah..as long as the whole family is happy n in a raye mood,im happy....haha...

hari raye nk dkt n dat means probation aku pon da nk habis...YAAAAAAHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! probation da nk habis dok..lagi 2 hari je...alermak.....gua tkle sabar babe...mau njoy life to the fullest...nuting will get in my wae...clubbing her i come...wakakakakakaka......giler babi ah...happy giler nyer aku...hahaha....bsok nk kene kemas 1 rumah plak....haha...den by nightfalls,the house will b clean n neat...haha...

till here den...To all the readers out der...tanks for reading my blog...nk ucapkan selamat hari raye maaf zahir batin ye...kalau aku tulis kat blog ni ader maki ker atau ader terkenemengene ngan korang yg bace ke,aku minta maaf lah kaes....haha...harap dimaafkan kesalahan kus...haha...

chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

*Single Again*

I dont know what goes on in a gerls head...seriuzly...its like 1 minute dey are smsing dat dey love you n all dat,n the next,they sae dat we were nvr together in the first place...wat the fuck???mayb it was my fault,but she didnt have to react in dat wae wat...its like for the past daes,she was jus playing ard wit my feelings....was i rong to be wit her in the first place??was it a mistake??or m i jus being played ard wit...i dono lah....heres how the story goes...

yest she said dat after skol she will mit me at khatib bcos yest she cudnt make it...n i said ok...but jus now i msg her,she didnt reply..n i koled her like soooo many times man...n wen she finally ansed,she said her hp was spoilt n she cudnt here ppl calling...i it was my fault to raise my voice at her...but b logical lah...if it were u to call me sooo many times,u wud get irritated too....she was outside wit her frens n she blamed me for not calling her to mit at kahtib...i was like wahhhh.....steady siak dier bbl....cudnt she atleast make an effort to call me...i called her but she didnt ans...den wat was i suppose to do???fuck sial....after we put down the fone,i msg her saying,"happy njoying wit ur frens k..kite matae stakat bbl kat tepon ngan sms je..tanks eh nadia..i realy appreciate ur 'love'.."yes i admit i was wrong...but her reply realy shocked me...she replyed,"sejak biler kiter matae?"..i was like...wat the fuck...den i called her,i ask if wat she said was true...n to my dissapointment,it was...n i cudnt do aniting...jus yest she said she loved me like alot...if dat is true lah...den 2dae.its all over jus like dat...haiz...my love life sucks...she made her choice...i cant force her to be wit me..if dats wat she wants den i have to respect her decision...but nadia,if u feel dat u need sum1 to tok to..im always here...with arms wide open...

klah guys..till here...chalo mano...

over n out..

raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

hey guys...amaciam???ada baik??haha...

skol has already started...n i mus sae dat im happy to go to skol...haha...dulu time sec sch nk gi skola punyerlah peret...skg aku lagi suker siak gi skolah...haha....first dae of skol was like ok2 lah...of course lah first dae der is nuting much to do...haha....so throughout the dae my klass was like chatting all dae long...haha...aku pk diorg puase....cukup time ramai seh tk puase...rabak per....haha...the following daes were about the same...haha...got to test2 motor members...alermak...lepas gian skejap je siak...biler aku nk down motor???hmm....

todae class was supose to end at 6..but mr wong let us off early bcos of us maly boys hu are fasting...well only some lah...haha....left skol at about 5....den reached hm at about 7 like dat....haha...n btw..kwn2 aku nyer motor sumer da lawa siol...aku je blm ader motor...alermak...leceh ah....haha...reached hm changed,eat den went to amk to lepak wit my amk frens...den went hm at 930....

n about mentel....im the first guy to ever make her take bck her werds.....haha....however big ur ego is,when u noe dat ur in the wrong,ur ego will lessen by itself...i had to learn dat the hard wae...n now im teaching it to mentel to not be so egoistic...haha...but wat bothers me is dat in the 2 weeks dat we were together,there are dis 2 tings dat makes me tink bck...1 is dat in 2 yrs time,her family will be migrating to australia..n dat made me tink...den if shes migrating to australia,our relationship will only go dwn the drain....haiz....th 2nd ting is dat,her ex mom told her dat her ex's family wants to masok meminang wen dey come to her hse...i was like wat the fuck....ya she did turn it dwn...but its like jus within 2 weeks,there are 2 problems dats becoming a barrier between us...haiz...yes i do love her alot alot...but,wen it comes to dos 2 tings,i have no power to make a decision for her..its her choice n her families choice....haiz...im in no position to argue....n dat made my mood go way low....haiz....i dont have aniting to tok about...

till her den..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-10-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

Aku binget lah sial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sort sak otak....

1st of all...aku tk dpt down motor pasal bapak aku kater tk cukup duit...alermak...tapi lepas bbl ngan dier aku da paham dier nyer situation...n i have to b patient...even my dad told me to sabar....da kene sabar lagi...tkpelah...tk bwk motor utk dis yr raye pon tk mati ah...tapi kalau boleh nk aderkan motor ah...haha...the second ting i will tell u later on....

went to amk jus now to lepak wit ayie...member stress pasal ex dier nyer mak buat report pasal ayie tumbok muker ex dier punyer mak...pukimak...sikit hari kater hal settle lepas ayie bayar duit hospital...kaninabuchibye btol....dala gemok mcm babi,muker retak seribu...ader hati nk kasi org duduk prison...ni kalau ayie duduk lagi,rumah dier mesti aku kasi pecah nyer...pukimak btol....babi....perangai binatang siak.....1 keluarge main gangster,cukup time main police...nabeychibye btol...kater gangster..klua ah sial...1 to 1....babi pe anak....pukimak dier btol....mcm nk bakar siak umah dier...babi....gua sort babe...tapi aper leh buat...nilah lumrah hidup...hmmm....dier stress pasal nk naik court,aku stress pasal mcm maner nk dptkan $500 utk dwn motor...alermak...leceh ah....

yg lagi 1 aku sort kan...pasal si nadia plak...aku ader pk dier klua ngan kwn pmpn dier..cukup time dpt tau dier kua ngan kwn2 laki dier...alermak...tadi aku bace blog dier,mate gua panas babe...sial...kalau 1 hari tkper...ni aku bace 2 hari dier buker ngan kwn2 laki dier...fuuuyoooo....steady babe....alermak....dier buke lua ngan kwn dier amir sumer...dat time btol nyer marah ngan dier...skg btol nyer rapat...smpi klua buke samer2,bergurau sende same2....woish...jumper aku kat khatib tkle....trn geylang ngan kwn2 laki dier bleh...alermak...gua sort babe....gua sort....aku ader tadi pk,kenaper dier bleh trn geylang ngan kwn2 laki dier tapi tkle trn khatib utk jumper matae dier...aku heran...aku ni aper sak??patong per????nadia i noe u will be reading dis,u put urself in my shoes....lau i klua ngan kwn2 pmpn i,tk ke u pk lain????2 hari berturut2 plak tu....alermak....panas ah bdn aku....aku rase smpi sini jelah...chow,chow,chow chi bye....

Enjoy To Your Hearts Content..Im Not Here To Cage You From Your Freedom...Peace!!!!!

over n out..
raimi..

2006-10-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

hey guys...how was ur dae?? i hope its better den mine...bcos mine was like super boring man...haha...did nuting much todae...jus sat at home doing nuting...hafiz came over to dwnld lagu raye lepas tu burn kat cd den transfer to his hp...haha...da semangat hari raya dok...lagi 9 hari je...haha...cepat seh...mcm baru smlm je start puase...haha....

after dat went to amk to buke at his hse...den after dat went to amk central to ask bout my hp...nk repair lampu hp je 38 ketol...alermak...otak gua boleh pecah babe...hahah...asak my da jus now bout getting a bike, n he was like bluek....haiz...i dono lah...maybe i wont be getting a bike...jus having the license to ride a bike...wel...da nasib...boleh buat aper kan...tapi i will try again lah 2moro...where my mom n dad will be at home...hmm...

had a quarrel wit Nadia yest nite...den she said she wanted to slip,n i let her lah...but till todae no msgs,or calls..none...wat the hae...perangai pmpn sumer samer...aku tkkn paham...haiz....if im in the wrong den im sory lah...i cant do aniting else...but jus now at msn,her personal msg was "i can still njoy witout you"..i tink dat means dat she is stil njoying witout me lah...den i cant force her loh...i also had dat feeling b4..i cant blame her...haiz...everytings going heywire...shit happens...

till here guys...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-10-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

hey guys....todaes entry is gona ba a short 1....

went to amk to release sum stress frm home..haiz...after dat went hm tu buke den went to amk again..duk umah rimas ah...lagi2 ngan makcik aku sumer dtg umah utk buat kuih...alermak...pagi2 bute da ketok umah org...kacau org tido je...

lepak kat amk smpi kol 930 den went hm...smpi umah main game bola ngan adik sedare aku lepas tu main game need for speed...so my dae was basically a boring dae ah....den koled mentel...koled her atleast 5 times ah..but she didnt ans...den she logged in to msn...i msn her oso she nvr reply...aku rase dier marah ah kat aku...dari tadi ptg...haiz...dear if i made a mistake,den im sorry...

Somethings Are Better Left Unsaid....Peace....

over n out..
raimi..

2006-10-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

ola guys....apa mcm?ada baik??haha...

went to survey sum bikes at ubi jus now...n there were only 2 kr left n i was like damn...biler kwn aku survey,kr belambak siol..biler aku survey...haram jadah siak...mcm sial kan...after dat met ayie at cdc...dari jauh da bleh spot dier...dier nyer jln yg mcm gangster tu dgn dier nyer tangan swing mcm nk carik pasal...haha...member jln mcm tu tmpt dier punyer...biaselah...onve a gangster,always a gangster...haha...

lepas tu gi buker kat rumah dier...nuting much ah...mkn sikit2 je...tapi lepas tu gi kedai kopi mkn nasi ayam...fuuuuyooooo....power dok....kenyang siol....perot smpi kembong...haha...lepas tu gi "open space" tungu budak2 trn...diorg janji smpi kol 745...atlast lmbt siol...azri smpi kol 810 gitu....abg yg lagi 1 tu smpi punyer lah lmbab...kol 915 baru dier smpi...alermak...star karak habis....wakakakakaka.....smbil tungu yg 1 tu dtg,perangai bodah budak2 amk teserlah siol...buat lawak merepek..kekek smpi sakit perot....haha...merepek sak....

den received a kol frm my mentel...suare sedih seh...da gitu tkper...biler aku tanyer kenaper,dier lagi bleh ckp tkder paper...alermak...nk tipu ngan aku plak tu...haha....atlast selepas lamer memujuk,dier blg jugak...alermak...abg raimi saiko troz dier blg babe...haha...dpt tau dier sort ngan ex dier pasal ex dier ego...abe ckp dier pmpn sundal...alermak...telinge aku panas siol dgr mcm tu...free2 per ckp pmpn aku sundal...dier blm kene tendang biler ngah bwk motor ah...sial tol...suker2 per....tk syg mulut ah tu budak....nk ckp dier yp,dier umur da 23..tapi perangai mcm budak2...sial ah...mcm nk kene sidekick gitu...hahaha....chill dok...abg raimi skg da relek...da bukan gangster...kene sabar....kiwak..sabar kepale bapak dier....cube aku maki mak dier pmpn sundal...tgk dier trime tk...babi tol...musibot....tapi aku ckp ngan Nad utk bersabar lah...dier brani kat sms je...cube dpn2...haha....ntah lah...lain org lain perangai....

after putting dwn the fone wit her,abg man pon smpi...alermak...lmbt giler nyer...stakat bbl sikit2 je...lepas tu aku da kene jln...pasal probation...sial ah..tk sabar nk habis probation nie...haha...lagi 14 hari....gerek dok...setelah 18 bulan merempoh probation..akhirnya akan tamat juge probation period aku...wakakakakaka....gerek.....lepas bbl sumer,aku make a move...abe si imran plak nk ano frenster dier...alermak....1 more problem man...ahahaha....cukup time member stakat upload gmbr je...bckgrnd tk jadi buat...pasal lmbt sgt...hahaha....lepas tu koled mentel...the first time she didnt ans...the 2nd time she picked up but she got another line...dier kater tungu jap,aku tungu lah...cukup time lamer jugak ah aku tungu...haiz..tkperlah biar dier bbl ngan kwn dier...aku da buat dier tungu aku nyer kol,aku rase ni dier nk balas dendam ah...nvm den...aku trime ngan rele hati...haiz...

klah guys...till here...kinda not feeling good...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

* MISS YOU KENTALSS! *

2006-10-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU MIANG!!!

2006-10-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

Panjang jugak eh mentel kus type...tk sangke aku...wakakakaka....

But wen i tink bck,its kinda funny how we got to noe each other...it was tru alamak...den msn...den we toked on the fone...frankly speaking eh,at first i tot she was a bitchy type of gal...sombong nk mampoz nyer...serius...tk bedek...i chatted wit her at msn oso like nk tknk gitu...mcm kebnykkan pmpn2 zaman skg ah yg sombong...but wen i got to noe her more,i was wrong..shes the friendly type...n the loud type too...ckp org..padahal dier pon samer...wakakakakak....jgn marah ye syg...nanti cepat tue....eh salah ah...da tue pon...lagi 3 bulan je kan....hahaha....n btw skg tk sbrg org leh masok blog aku...pasal gua punya syg sudah letak password...pasal gua yg suruh...wakakakakaka....

I m comfortable toking to her n sharing tings wit her...we're best frens n lovers...i still remember der was dis 1 time where her fren had a crush on her best fren...n she was like laffing at her fren...but in the end,she also ended up falling for her best fren which was me...haha...kekek seh...abe biler aku kluakan tu topic,member step bodoh lah tu lah ni lah...hahaha....da malu lah tu...wakakakakaka....but i still love my mentel,pendek,cute Nadia...hahaha...n she dosnt go for guys wit bikes..bcos shes afraid of riding 1...haha...after watching the show Rempit,she was like complaining to me about how the mat rempit corner n how dangerous it was...haha...but wen i get a bike,she has to ride on it,bcos i wont go on public transport n leave my bike ok...haha...ader je nanti motor aku kene project kat jurong,nanti aku tk balik siol...wakakakaka....so mentel remember dis,wen i get a bike,u dont have ani choice but to be my pillion...haha....ataupon nk kene tingal kat expressway??maner 1 u nk??haha....

yest went fishing wit my frens in a longkang...haha..longkang kat bishan...ribot siak ikan sembilang yg kiter dpt...haha...pancing utk 4 jam dpt 30 lebeh anak ikan sembilang....kecoh seh...haha...tapi semue kechik2 seh...haha...yg besar nye tk dpt tangkap seh...kirekan yg besar tu da experience ah...org kasi umpan diorg tkkn amek nyer...haha....da pandai ikan zaman skg...tk lamer lagi nanti ikan da tau pakai hp ah gini mcm...wakakakakaka.....gelak gelak gelak.....dari tu hari ah,kaki aku ngah lengoh ni...pasal diri utk 4 jam nyer pasal....smpi skg maseh lengoh...ntah kenaper....besok nk kene jumper P.O. aku....mak bapak aku nk kene ikot...last reporting lah katerkan...haha...lagi 14 hari lagi utk habis probation...lepas tu leh alik mlm...haha...btol tk mentel....haha....bsok mlm lak nk gi jogging...haha...da tkder keje...kwn aku nk turunkan perot dier..mentang2 nk bwk motorkan..bdn mesti jage...haha...aku stakat teman je...waakakakakakkaa......kekek siak....haha...

klah till here guys....im lucky to have met u darling...love u lots honey....

over n out...
raimi....

* Thanks Raimi *

2006-10-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

* Thanks For Everything *

Raimi is out and Nad's here typing away in this blog. Hahahas! Before I begin to type deeper what's in my thought, I think this entry is specially for my miang kentals Raimi. It gonna be abit mushy here and there but still who cares, it's my darling blog and I type you read okay! First and for most I'm glad that I found this one kentals loud friend from the starts. It all begins with alamak and from then it proceeds to msn. Seriously we did not chat and one day this loud guy msn me and as usual introduction between each other. Everything starts there when I asked him to call me and we begin to know each other. From the start I thought this dude will just be a friend of mine and not more than that. But my prediction was wrong and we become best friend. I was attached to a another guy and Raimi was admiring and puting some hope on this one sweet girl. We begin to share what's in the heart, mind and all around us.

That's when I feel so comfortable talking and crapping with him and not my own guy whom I attached to. Seriously when I'm really in need ,my bf was not there for me but Raimi is the one giving me encouragements and hope and to be strong to face all the challenges coming ahead. That's goes the same for him too. It's vice-versa sayang. A best friend will always be there whenever you need them. Does not matter whether is it down and ups, a best friend will always be there to comfort and share everything under the sun, sand and sea! Indeed my relationship with my bf ended and yea, I started to talk and share most of my time with Raimi. That's when I come to a point that I started to fall for someone. In relationship what matter most to me, is I have to be comfortable with that person and vice versa! Everything can be shared and we should feel open towards one another.

I told myself that relationship is like a gamble. You have to fight for your love and be brave to face any challenge ahead. It's all in the matter of the heart. I admit that I'm getting sick of relationship but till when? A relationship needs two people to make things work. Like two people to tango and two hands to clap. Relationships is not always a happy honeymoon months there will ALWAYS be ups and downs. Just be prepare to face it and counter how to save the relationships. With that I put my trust fully on Raimi because I know he will lead me the way. We have to put fully trust on each other and learn from every mistakes we make along the way. If any of you thinks I'm being with Raimi because of his bike and whatsoever then I should remind this, that you are completely wrong! I repeat this You are completely wrong! For goodness sake, firstly I don't go for guys with bike and they doesn't turn me on completely with just that bike.

What matter most is we have the same feelings for one another and I believe that in a relationship a woman have to put all the full trust in her man. The man will lead her throughout the journey. It's all about two people , trustworthy and love. Once again Raimi, thanks for everything that you've shown me all this while. For being there when I need someone the most and I hope everything will not gone to waste. Everything which we have build up together will remains and stay strong. I'm glad that you are not only my guy but my best friend. Thanks dear for everything. Loves ya so much.

2006-10-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

elo guys...amcm??ada baik??haha....

first of all congrats to mentel on passing her FTT...shes now attending her practical...pelan2 yer mentel...haha...lmbt laun pon pass jugak...mcm i...haha....

went to amk to mit ayie at his hse...da smpi umah dier tros tk tau aper nk uat...mendak giler sak...haha....kat rumah dier tepekek tepekau mcm org giler...nilah yg terjadi biler 2 org da tkder bende nak uat...buat bising je tau...kecoh seh..2 org da mcm 20 org kat umah dier...nyanyi2 lah..pekek2 lah...haha...da giler...

lepas tu da tkde keje gi longkang kat bishan park...haha...gi longkang stakat gi tgk ikan aper ader kat saner...merepek sak...jln sepanjang tu longkang stakat tgk ader aper ikan...wakakakaka.....da btol nyer tkder keje sak...boring giler sak tadi....ayie ajak aku gi tmpt yg dier ckp ader ikan sembilang,ikan tamban ngan ikan siakap...first2 aku tk percaye ah...tkkn kat longkang ader ikan siakap seh...lau ikan sembilang aku tau ah ader pasal aku pernah nmpk...abe cukup time da smpi saner,aku tekejot siak...aper ayie ckp btol siol...ader siak ikan siakap kat saner...pelik siak...maner dtg tu ikan2 sumer...tkkn org buang kan..lau org buang pon tkkn lah gitu bnyk siol....pelik tapi benar...hmmm...ikan kat saner ribot siak...da ribot tk pasal...besar2 plak tu...geram siak tgk ikan2 tu...mintk kene tangkap...wakakakaka....abe da gitu planing ngan ayie bsok mancing kat saner...hahaha....first time dok manching kat longkang....haha...tgk ah mcm maner....

smbil jln kat longkang tu kiter bleh buat kelakar...lari2 lah,nyanyi lah...kekek siak...haha....buat lawak bodoh...haha....2 org jln2 kat longkang ketawe mcm ader 20 org...kecoh babe...3 hari berturut2 aku ngan dier,tu 3 hari kekek smpi sakit perot...haha...lau mcm gitu utk sebulan,ayie nyer perot bleh turun seh..haha...ketawe smpi nagis2 sak...sial tol...datu patah balik amk pasal yana nk turun...lawak kat longkang tu terbawak smpi kat "open space" siak...nyanyi lagu hindustan lah,lagu hongkong lah....haha...da gitu buat2 muker...konek sak..perangai sundal siol...haha...gerek...bsok lagi skali...haha....

lepas tu lepak ngan hafiz,asri mok ngan paktam...lagi ramai turun,lagi menjadi2 siak aku nganayie nyer kegilaan...haha...merepek2....haha....lepas tu balik...haha...wat a dae...a dae full of lafter...haha...bsok gi manching kat longkang...haha...ah luper plak nk ckp,tadi aku pakai sluar LEVI'S ngan baju S&K gi jln2 kat longkang...haha..da pakai lawa2 cukup time jln2 kat longkang..haha..sial tol....

but truout the dae n the lafter,i had sum1 on my mind dat i miss...haha...guess hu....MENTEL!!!!!!!!...wakakakaka....miss u lah deng...haha...jgn simpan2 ah...u noe i dont like it rite dear...so plz....if u dont want me to kip aniting frm u,den u shud do the same...i dont wan wat we had b4 dis go to waste...i want us to continue sharing n trusting each other...i noe u want dat to...so lets do it together kaes mentel...i noe we can do it...jgn simpan2 yer syg...treat me like how u treat me last time...ur miang bestie...haha...k dear....

dats all for todae....chalo mano guys....

pver n out..
raimi..

P.S.My Love ForYou Is Like Ferrero Rocher Chocolate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Muakz!!!!!!!!!!!!

* Everything Happens For A Reason *

2006-10-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

* A Reason *

Miang should thanks to me because I'm so hardworking to update your dusty blog! Hahahahas! Treat me strawberry coated honey stars and I will be Happy and Love You even more! Kwang Kwang Kwang! So today had my FTT at Bbdc. And thanks to those who keep on msging me with lots and lots of encouragements! Once again thank you! Gladly to annouce that I've Passed lah kentals! Can proceed to Practicals! Hope to meet nice,easy going instructor so I won't be bored during the lessons. Thanks to Miang specially and I did like clear my mind and relax to the max. I did not even bring any FTT Book with me. Slacky and what's in my mind was what I know means I know, what I don't know means I don't. Just want to see that 6 little precious alphabets after I end the test.

Oh ya before the test, the tester make me panic lah! Everyone will get this a slip of paper with their named on it and everyone's name being called except mine and few of the others! Tros panic saks! I did think back whether I did book the right date or not. I looked at my watch and shows the correct date per! Actually the tester TERforget to print some of the paper slips sey! Buang blackcurrant jek! After the test ended, head back home and watched some stupid lamers tv programmes! So someone complain to me that he has been waiting for ME like 45mins in the msn. Complain! Complain! Complain! That's what he know! Hahahahahas!

Sorry if I make you angry Miang. You seemed so the MOODYNESS! Smile lah siket and please eh don't keep things to yourself! I repeat DO NOT KEEP THINGS TO YOURSELF! I know that I'm being Kepo but it's for your own good you know! Alah you know I know, public don't know! I sense something and I'm so scared when someone gets angry at me! Seriously like volcanoe had just errupted! Sumpah tak bedek okay! And when the voice tone changed. Haiz. But nevertheless my love for you is still like strawberry coated honey stars! Muackz! Till here then! Bye all!

2006-10-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

amcm??ada baik??

went to the subordinate court jus now to c my frens court case...i was told dat it wud be at 12 pm...reached der on time but had to wait like an hour for my frens to c the judge...haha...merepek sak..lamer giler nyer tungu kat dlm court...sambil tungu bleh gelak ketawe seh kat dlm court...org laini ngah sedih pasal anak diorg buat case,kiter lagi leh ketawe seh..mcm tk kasi respect..haha...syawal nyer pandai gi kutuk org kat saner...1 demi 1 sak dier kutuk....haha..kekek....abe biler kwn aku nyer turn jumper judge,muker diorg happy jer..pasal dpt tgk mak diorg ngan org yg tersyg ah...biler nk masok jumper judge,due2 senyum...tapi biler klua dari tu bilik,1 org je senyum..lagi 1 muker masam...yg senyum tu dpt bail klua..tapi yg muker masam tu case lamer dier naik...da kene tambah charge...aku tgk diorg kesian siol...teringat aku biler aku yg kene naik turun court...haiz....mcm sedih gitu...si farhan tu plak da tau ader probation,tapi maseh degil...gi curik motor...alermak...rabak siak....diorg punyer turn ah jamah hidup dlm..braper peritnyer duduk kat dlm prison...da braper rindu diorg ngan org2 yg tersyg kat lua....lau lepas ni diorg maseh tk sedar kan...aku tk tau aper nk ckp ah...haiz....

pmpn farhan plak da nagis kat lua court...alermak...leceh ah....agaknyer dulu ex aku mcm gitu tk biler aku kene duduk dlm??hmmm....dabis court case sumer,kiter tungu kat luar sub court utk paktam bail klua...punyer lah lamer kiter tungu..dari kol 3 smpi kol 530..baru dier klua...conek siak...haha...abe si yana plak pasrah the whole time..yana tu pmpn farhan ah...aku tgk dier kesian gitu...org lain yg buat case,org lain yg merane..haiz....dulu ex aku mcm gitu tk biler aku masok prison utk 3 minggu??hmm...aku tgk si yana tu kesian ah..tapi aper kiter bleh buatkan..bende da terjadi..terpakse terime jelah hakikat nyer...brani buat brani tanggung lah....tu adat per...lau da buat salah tu dan terpakse duduk,duduk je...duduk prison tk semestinyer duduk selamernyer per..tetap ader date klua...tapi kalau boleh aku tknk duduk lagi...jgn siol..merane dok kat dlm...wakakakakaka.....tapi aku tgk yana kesian...si farhan plak buat bende bodoh tk pk tentang org ygdier syg...da terduduk baru nk ingat org yg tersyg...haiz...nilah manusia...hmmm.....chill ah a'an...tanggung aper yg kau da buat salah...kau da klua kau rilek sudah..jgn buat keje bodoh..k bro??dont stress2 ah....

after dat went to syawals hse utk tgk citer remp-it....gerek dok...tapi ending dier mcm sial ah...hero dier mati siak...tk gerek seh...u guys shud go n watch it...its great...ader action,betrayal,love n RACING....wakakakaka.....mat rempit dok...mian giler....wakakakakaka....gerek....tapi kat dlm citer tu main actor kene bastard ngan pmpn setie sier sak...sedih dok...aku pernah rase aper yg dier rase....gini mcm lau aku nk jadi mat rempit,aku kene btol2 carik yg setia...haha...tapi aku rase aku da dpt ah...btol tk mentel???haha...

n last but not least,mentel jgn cepat merajok ah...bunge sak...boring seh gini...tkkn u tk tau perangai i seh....jgn bunge ah...favour ah...wakakakaka....aku nk jadi rempit dok...tapi tk sejiwe maner ah...ni rempit ader kepale otak...wakakakaka....

klah guys..till here...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-10-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

hey guys...apa buat???haha...

hmm....not much to update ah todae...jus wana let sutings out....

i dono if its jus me or wat lah..but wen u sae u like or love dat sum1,u wud show it rite...like u wud call or msg dat person rite...or atleast show dem dat u mean wat u sae..but for me its like different...she dosnt call me or msg me...im the 1 calling her n msging her..lau aku tk kol dier,dier tkkn kol aku...lau aku tk msg,dier tkkn msg aku...biler ader bende baru msg...its like,i dono lah...if she realy like me den she shud atleast show it rite...haha...im over reacting i tink...hmm....ya i admit dat i like her n im starting to have feelings for her...bcos its like we share alot 2gether n im comfortable talking to her...hmm...but its like im making it seem like im the 1 going after her...n i dont want dat...i want both to show dat dey mean wat dey sae...if u ppl tink im over reacting,den i oso tink so lah...i dono...but jus stop n tink lah....if u have feelings for dat person,show it...dont let him or her do all the werk....im confused wit ppl sumtimes...hmmm....
i dono lah...im holding on to aniting n im not hoping for aniting....jus going wit the flow...if the feelings r the ones dat come n go,den i'll let it be...not having high hopes ah...had enuf man...

if u realy mean wat u sae,den show it...if ur tinking im asking to much,den tell me kaes...u shud noe hu u r...ddont ask me hu...kaes...

dats all...haha..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-10-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

hey guys??apa bikin???

my previous entry was updated by Nadia mentel...haha...aper saje..aku tk ckp siak aku tk cute...padahal aku lagi cute dari dier...jauh lebeh cute...wakakakakka..jgn marah ye mentel...nanti cepat tua....haha...

werk was like hell man...bored to death...fucked up giler babi nyer..merepek sak keje...supervisor da mcm sial...management plak lagi sial...abe pekerje kat situ lagi besar punyer sial....suker pauto org lepak...chibye btol...haha...kalau aku kene buang pasal org pauto aku lepak kan,aku carik diorg dulu..muker diorg mesti pecah nyer...haha....main giler ngan aku eh...wakakakak....

tadi azri kene buat kat Four Seasons kat amk...haha...member complain keje rabak..1 man show...haha...gerek per...smpi tmpt keje aku je dier da complain penat...haha...kene aku pon penat siol...haha..1 man show penat siol...haha...abe dtg kat tmpt keje aku,kene bersihkan railing..haha..merepek siak...dari tingkat 7 smpi tingkat 1...haha...floor by floor....merepek...berabok siak tu tmpt...bangse tk pernah cuci nyer...haha....lepas buat tu bende tros lepak smpi kol 4...haha..keje chill nk mampoz...tapi part aku sorang tu rabak ah....haha....

sum1 is starting to fall for sum1...haha...im crazy...wakakaka...ni pon kene pakse ngan Nadia utk update...ntah aper tah dier dpt...wakakakaka...merepek...n shes becoming a crazy person...haha....da jangkit ngan aku...wakakaka...gerek..ader member dok giler2...haha....

klah...dats all for todae guys...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

* Somethings Are Unexpected *

2006-10-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

* All Around Us *

Alright, I will be updating this dusty blog on behalf of miang! He is just super duper lazy and not like me! So before I forget, I will like to make an annoucement that Raimi has fully admit that he is NOT cute but Miang and also gendeng like serunding! Raimi if you are reading this, do not be pissed with it. It's the month of Ramadhan so banyak kan bersabar ye pakcik! If not your fasting will be batal sey! So someone was pissed off with me yesterday and I was like OMG worried kinda feeling. But glad that someone is okay and back to his crazy mode life. For the first time I can't even like slept well yesterday due to this thingy.

At first I thought that someone was just joking around but after I found out, it's true someone is boiling as high as 100 degrees celsius! Sumpah tak bedek okay! If you wanna know, ask the owner of this blog. Enough of that because everything was in the past and now, my mind is just keep on thinking whether to go to school or not for tomorrow. Freaking tired after the whole day out. Early2 in the morning check-in to JB! Mcm check in hotel plak sey! Hahahahas! All the way to 4pm plus. Rest a while and get ready for wedding dinner at CDANS Bukit Batok. Eat and eat and eat till I can't force myself anymore. My tong stomach is not like Miang! Hahahahhas! So reached home around 11pm plus and tadaa here I am updating this dusty blog!

So the whole body is aching and feel kinda jealous that Miang is still on his holiday mode. Can we like exchange for a while miang? I really need a break from school! Padahal semester 2 baru bukak da malas sey! Haiz! I miss sleeping and miss slacking!!!! URGH!!! Oh ya Miang set a day where you can take your bubblegums from me okay! I think that's about it, cos my finger are too slow too tired. Till here then! Bye All! Muackz!

P/S: HAPPY CHILDREN DAY TO ALL THOSE WHO THINKS THAT THEY ARE STILL CHILDREN! MUACKZ!

2006-09-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

2moro was the first dae of werk as a float...aku bleh keje same2 ngan kwn aku..cukup time aku kene keje tmpt lain abe kwn aku kat tmpt lain...kene keje plak tu tmpt yg jauh2..sial ah...da jauh tk pasal,keje boring nk mampoz...i can practically dier of boredom man...seriuzly...tk bnyk keje langsung...keje aku stakat kosong kan tong sampah biler da penuh...abe tmpt tu plak tmpt mcm keje office2 nyer...abe tong sampah kat lua tk pernah penuh alermak....stakat jln2 je ah...biler da btol2 nyer boring,gi tangge tingkat lime,lepas tu....tido...wakakakaka....merepek...keje boring habis nyer...memang senang ah keje dier...tapi boring giler babi nyer...haha...

lepas tu balik,buker den turun amk...lepak ngan budak2 smpi balik ah...den balik koled mimie,she was at geylang...haha...dier da pegi geylang..aku blm siak...hmm....lamer lagi ah...bukak skolah baru leh gi ah...haha....den toked to mentel...pakse org update blog...alermak...aku rase dier dpt duit ah kalau dier bace blog aku...haha...eh mentel,lau dpt duit tu share lah..jgn sogan2...wakakakak....aku da start merepek....

went to werk again jus now...nasib baik smpi kol 12 je...lau smpi kol 4 lagi kan,aku rase aku tido smpi balik...haha...den after dat went to amk utk lepak lagi...budak2 plak bueh...sial tol...biler org tanyer nk kua tk,diorg ckp tkder plan..biler ajak lepak,sumer kua..abe kol plak tk angkat...perangai sak...hmm...budak2 mcm ni biler njoy luper kwn...biler perlu bende dari kiter aru nk ingat...org2 mcm ni sumer harus kene pukul kat lua smpi masok hospital,abe kol kiter,kiter tk lyn...baru diorg tau aper tu "kacang lupekan kulit"....babi btol...

dats all i did ah todae...haha...boring ah..biler skola nk start nie...hmmm....got nuting else to type ah...im jus not feeling good...im not sick or aniting...its jus the matters of the heart...haiz....y cant she c??? wat dos it take for u to notice me??im i invisible to u??or r u jus brushing my feelings off??plz tell me the truth...dont keep me hanging in mid air...i need to noe...if im jus wasting my time waiting 4 u...haiz...plz tell me...

klah guys...till here...chalo mano...miss her...n miss sum1 else to...haha...

over n out...
raimi..

2006-09-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

elo guys..apa bikinz???

haha...forced by mentel to update my blog....haha...aper saje je tau tu makcik...aper ader ntah lau aku update blog...ader emas ker??? ker dier dpt duit?? lau dpt duit kan mentel,share2 lah..jgn malu2...wakakaka....

did nuting todae..jus sat at hm..except dat azri came to my hse n after dat i wnt to amk to buke wit my frens...org da blaje...maner leh tk trn...wakakakak....lepak kat amk smpi kol 9 gitu aru gerak....bsok baru budak2 amk trn...main bola lagi...haha....

tapi bsok start keje as float...sumsort like cleaner so ah...haha...8 to 5 i tink...haha...ok per..lepas tu balik buke den turun amk...haha...bsok keje eh...hmm...mcm maner ntah...mesti kekek nyer..keje ikot van ah...org tu drive kiter duk kat blakang...da smpi tmpt tu pandai2 ah buat keje...haha...ok jugak per eh...haha....

read mentels blog todae...n she was pissed off at sum1..luper lak nk tanyer dier saper...aku rase ex dier kot??hmm....haha...da tkder keje nk tau org tu binget ngan saper...haha...merepek sak...aper nk jadi raimi...haha...bulan baik hari baik ni tk bagos marah2...chill ah gerl..njoy life man...haha...n another part of her entry was about another person...haha..merepek...but i tink its partially true n partially false....gerl,u have to look at both point of views...haha..chill kaes...i wont be soo into it lah...

hmm..dats about all ah todae...wakakaka....i tink sum1 starting to like sum1 ah...wakakakaka....chalo mano guys....miss her soo....

over n out..
raimi..

2006-09-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

2006-09-27T14:57:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah!!!!! got new layout tanks to Nadia MENTEL!!!!!haha....

nice anot my layout?? nice kan....haha..tgk lah saper yg bikinkan lau tk si mentel pendek nk step step abe da tua nk step mude,Nadia....haha...jgn marah ye mentel..nanti cepat tue....haha....

ader org kater aku cute ah sial smlm...tekejot berok aku...wakakakaka.....aku rase Nadia nyer kwn tu rabon ah...hahaha....yg si Nadia lak jealous pasal dier tau aku lagi cute dari dier...wakakakaka....amit it lah Nadia...i lagi cute....u cute sembarangan nyer...tk tgk tmpt...wakakakak.....tok wit her till 4 am in the morning...haha....lamer seh dari kol 12 gitu....mampoz...mati tknk...haha..wish i cud tok wit Mimie dat long....n wish i cud share tings wit Mimie like how i share n crack jokes wit Nadia..haiz....aper nk jadi ngan hidup aku??

smlm Nadia complain kat kwn dier aku slalu bully dier...aper sajer je tau tu anak..padahal aku tk bully dier seh...aku stakat "gurau" je...hahaha....lek eh Nadia...jgn marah2...nanti cepat tua..da tk nmpk muder kan...(pidah mangkok..da tua tu buat hal tua ah...nk step mude lak..menyampah aku...) wakakakakakakaka.....

after dat went to slip...haha...da cukup kacau Nadia lepas tu gi tido....haha....lagipon dier da ngantok....haha....dats all i did yest...todae lm tau lagi mcm maner...haha....

i cant deny dat i miss her...haiz...miss u lots Mimie..even thou u dont feel the same...

chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi...

2006-09-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

had a fun dae todae..wel after buke only ah..haha..

went to collect my pay which is only a 1 dae pay..haha..got $60 only..haha..kalau aku keje 2 minggu straight,aku da leh dpt $900 plus seh..keje cock up ah..lau tk tadi aku da gi down motor siak..haha..lepas tu gi main pool ngan katak ngan seadre dier...main pool tk smpi 1 jam...lepas tu gi main arcade..merepek...haha..lepas tu alik...haha..balik je da nk buker..kirekan oklah tu..haha..

lepas buke gi jumper hafiz utk byr utang...haha...den lepas tu jumper azri pasal dier nk tunjuk design yg dier uat...kirekan ok ah desing dier..lau da buat btol2 confirm lawa nyer..lepas tu try motor dier kat carpark...boring sak try motor kat carpark..mcm tkde bende gitu..haha..saiko dier sikit,atlast aku dpt bwk kat lua...wakakakaka....tapi 1 nyer kan,biting point dier jauh giler nyer sak...haha..tk biase aku...haha...tapi ok ah...haha...bwk motor dier rounding amk..haha..kekek siak...sembarang sak aku bwk motor dier...corner lagi sikit scrap footrest..dier da mengomel kat blakang...haha...abe 1 kali nie aku corner,skali motor fishtale..kiwak...azri da tepekek kat blakang...haha..kekek siak...abe biler nk belok kiri kat 1 junction ni,ader nyonya naik basikal punyerlah lembab..aku da binget aku gi ptg dier dari dpn..azri da maki hamun...haha...kekek siak naik motor ngan dier...mulut tkle tutup..mcm aku jugak ah...haha...maner tak..aku bwk motor sembarang siak...haha...tk sabar aku nk ader motor sendiri..lepas tu dier anta aku balik...kat khatib rounding2 yishun carik spot bynk chicks..perangai sundal siak...haha...rounding lamer2 pon tetap minyak dier full siak...aper ntah dier buat ngan motor dier...haha..tapi gerek ah...dpt naik motor lagi...haha....kekek habis...

koled mimie jus now..n she was wit her ex...n she said to kol her bck later..den i said for her to miss kol me..haha..she wont miss kol 1...i noe her oready...aku ni kan saper...haha...been tingking lately...im jus wasting my time missing sum1 dat dosnt miss me...n liking sum1 dat dosnt like me...haiz...aperlah nasib aku...wats the point rite??age dos matter...im jus thrown aside...fuck lah...haiz...wats the pint rite??

klah till here guys...i wana sae i miss her but wats the use wen she dosnt miss me rite...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

todae is the first dae of puase..haha...tapi yg sedihnyer aku kene cat besi tingakap ngan kemas bilik...alermak...haha...

did nuting much todae..jus stayed at hm...n waited for the time to past...haha...first time the whole dae tk isap rokok...tapi lepas buke da start ah..skg ni ngah isap rokok...wakakakak....merepek2...hmm...i got nuting much to type ah...bcos my dae was boring...haha..bsok gi amek gaji..gaji stakat $60 je..haha..1 hari nyer keje..sial ah..haha..

klah guys..till here...miss mimie lots..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

YEA YEA!!!!!!!! BSOK PUASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA...

bsok da puase..mcm cepat gitu...haha...nk kene puase ni...tkle tidak2...haha...korang2 ni sumer puase tk??haha...puase da dtg..motor lm dpt...bnyk bersabar mi...releks...nanti 1 hari dpt jugak..btol tk kwn2??haha...

tadi gi teman hafiz gi jumper kwn pmpn dier kat keje pmpn tu...aku pk dier keje aper lah..skali cosmetic theropy ke haper bende tah...aku pon tk tau..die ckp ngan hafiz suruh teman dier je...lepas tu leh alik..skali smpi saner kene participate in the facial thingy...mcm sial ah..kiwak...semua kat situ pmpn..aku,hafiz ngan lagi 1 laki ciner...3 laki je..malu siol..kiwak...abe kene pakai aper bende tah kat kepale supaye rambot tk kene..alermak...mcm kedi lahanat sak..wakakaka...menyesal aku naik....wakakaka...sial tol..biler ikot hafiz jumper pmpn,ader je tau kene uat bende bodoh...haha...ni kali kene facial treatment..mcm sial ah..da mcm gay siak...haha...

cube teke mulut saper paling kecoh kat saner......da dpt teke?? alermak...aku lah...saper lagi kan mulut kecohrable...wakakaka....truout the whole facial treatment,mulut aku lah paling bising..bnyk nah comment aku..haha...org kat dpn naik binget ngan aku...wakakaka....abe kene [akai mcm2 facial product sial....face cleaner lah,face cleanser lah,oil remover lah...agi aper kebende pon aku tk tau...sial ah..merepek sak..raimi gi facial treatment dok...once in a lifetime sial raimi gi facial treatment...ni pon kene pakse nyer pasal...sial ah...wakakaka....aku da mcm budak bodoh sak kat situ..kene ikot method dier urut muker lah itu lah ini lah...merepek sak..

ntah braper bnyk solution kat muker aku tadi..lepas 1 lotion,lagi 1 lak kene letak..alermak...abe kene ikot dier nyer method utk usut.."u have to massage it upwards" kater org tu..alermak..aku dala tk faham...haha..main sut je..haha..abe las2 kene kai mask dier...alermak..da mcm pmpn siak...siol ah...abe mask tu makin lamer makin keras..kiwak..nk bbl pon tkle sak...irritating...abe hafiz gi buat kelaka aku gi ketawe..da spoil tu mask...haha...da boleh cuci,lege hati aku...haha...da mcm pmpn sak tadi..pakai facial nyer bende..tapi lepas tu kulit aku makin lembot dok...effective siol...haha..konek siak...haha...but the product is good ah...it gvs an instand result..tapi dier nyer nk letak products dier punyerlah bnyk....tu 1 ah yg aku mlz..haha...ane ader lucky draw..kat bwh seat kite ader paper yg tulis "thank you" atau pon " 1st prize"...teke ah saper dpt 1st prize...saper lagi...aku lah...haha....merepek..aku yg bnyk complaint abe aku dpt 1st prize...tk kelaka ker?? org lain tgk aku heran siol...budak ni tadi bnyk songeh abe cukup time dpt 1st prize...haha...gerek per...wakakak..1st prize dier voucher utk gi facial treatment utk 1 hari..its a $50 voucher...wakakaka...merepek...haha...

lepas tu gi amk central mkn den alik...haha...kirekan hari aku ni hari memalukan ah...wakakaka...tapi dpt 1st prize n dpt tgk muker2 ciner chibye yg binget ngan aku pasal aku dpt 1st prize...haha...

klah guys till here...miss her lots...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

the most fun dae i had since i dono wen..wakakaka....

lepas solat jumaat gi umah ayie lepak jap..abe azri nk gi carik keje dispatch...teman dier ah..maner tau aku leh dkt ke..btol tk..haha...dier tu baru bwk motor...blur like sotong...rd pon dier tk tau..blur habis sial...cock up...smpi bwk street directory dok..main giler...haha...kekek sak ngan dier...motor dier kirekan ok ah..tapi rabak jugak ah..haha...ble katerkan tkle pegi ah...blm bikin habis...haha...merepek...nk carik 1 tmpt ni kat upp weld street punyerlah susah...tersembunyik sak tu tmpt...biler da jumper kau pkkan keje aper..skali antan obat kat hospital2 lain...naik tmpt dier je bau hospital..sial ah..bau dier menyeramkan siak...haha...sebelom tu gi thomson plaza..ingat nk interview as rider kat saner,biler smpi je,diorg nyer pizza hut nyer rider ader 2 je..kiwak..cock up siak tu tmpt...wakakaka...lepas tu lepak kat umah ayie...

lepak kat umah ayie jap tros trn "open space"...tunggu budak2 trn punyerlah lamer..nk dkt 2 jam baru diorg trn..sial tol..perangai sak...abe main bola..jus like the old times...ramai jugak yg main bola...rindu sak suasane mcm gitu...gerek..tekekek mcm budak bodoh..tepekek tepekau mcm org giler..main bola pon tk btol...ashik ketawe je...smbil main bola smbil tu buat lawak..mcm maner nk main..ketawe lain..nk keja bola lain..sial ah...haha...da tkle main bola seh..rabak..shooting pon da tkde..skill pon da hilang ntah ke maner....abe main tk smpi 10 minute..da penat..tu lah raimi,isap rokok lagi ah bnyk2...kan main bola da sempot...haha..sial ah...stamina da trn babe..trn habis nyer...da berzaman siol aku tk main bola...kekok siak...wakakakaka....den after dat i had tu go off...probation lah katekan...haha..lagi 1 bulan je nk habis...tkle sabar...dok...wakakakakaka.....smpi skg keje pon lm dpt..sial ah...aku nk down motor...biler nk down motor nie???hmmm....

for once in my life,i forgot all my problems...dats y i miss dos times wen all i did wit my frens was have fun..not worrying bout other tings...haha....

klah till here...miss mimie lots...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

another boring dae...hmm..haha...

went to amk to interview at pizza hut as a rider...i tot i cud start werk tomoro..but i had to fill up an application form n dey will gv me a kol on mon or tues...lmbt siak...lau kat kovan bsok da leh start...merepek sak..abe biler ngah fill up form tu,imran lak dtg..ayie nyer adik...da kecoh tu pizza hut..rioh sekampong sak...da mcm tu tmpt bapak aku nyer tmpt siol..haha...lau aku tk dpt tu keje aku tau asal ah..pasal tu monyet2 nyer pasal...

lepas tu gi lepak kat amk..kat "open space" as we call it..lepak ngan waris skali..kekek siak lepak ngan dier...mulut dier tu tkle tutup ah..ader je karot nyer bende dier nk ckp..haha...ketawe nonstop sak tadi..miss dis daes man..lepak ramai2..buat lawak,kekek smpi pagi...hari2 mesti ader lawak tersendiri sak..haha...gerek ah zaman dulu...skg da tkle..budak2 da keje,ns..maner ader time nk lepak..orang mau carik duit dok..wakakaka....lepas tu alik den tgk citer prison break..gerek siak..mus watch man...haha...

being single is great..i cant deny dat..but sumtimes i jus feel lonely..hmm...i dono y...sumtimes the feeling of loneliness gets to me...the feeling dat i kept inside nvr to show ani1...no matter how hard i try to keep it inside,it sumhow gets lose n it gets me into dis weird situation which got me tinking...m i realy njoying the single life or m i hiding behind a mask so dat o1 can c wat im feeling??is dis the life dat i want to live in??im i really happy being alone?not having the love n care of another?sumtimes it got me tinking bout wat i did to my ex till she jus left me jus like dat...haiz...im feeling like dat now...i dono where to turn to or hu to tok to..my frens sae dat dey r der wen i need dem..but in reality,they wont b..bcos they r busy wit their life n their loved ones...sumtimes i feel lonely i i jus need sum1 to tok to...but i have no1...wen i tok to my frens its like im bothering their life n i noe how it feels wen ur njoying ur life wit ur loved 1 n sum1 comes along to tok to u bout their feelins..its irritating...i noe...mayb im not happy wit the single life..not happy bcos der is no1 to love n care for me...i love n care 4 1 person..but i dont tink she feels the same...haiz...i have no1 to hold my hand n guide me tru the hardships in life n no1 to njoy my happiness wit..if i have ani dat is..im lonely..n i cant turn to ani1...m jus keeping it to myself...god help me plz..i need guidence...hais...

missing her soo...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

rase mcm nk muntah siak...hahaha....

pasal aper???pasal aku tgk cite ni diorg tunjuk org makan octopus hidup2 siak..ye..HIDUP HIDUP....diorn tak masak tk aper...sial ah..aku tgh mkn sak abg aku tukar tu channel....sial tol ah...nadib baik mknan habis....da tu tk pasal..abe diorg tujunk ader 1 function ni diorg serve lipas,mealworms,crocodile nyer kepale,cengkerek ngan las but not least...tarantulas...sial ah...mcm maner diorg bleh termkn siak tu bende...ish!!! geli siak...lagi org yg mkn leh ckp sedap..."it taste good..." kiwak...giler per???abe yg mkn crocodile nyer kaki tu ckp "crocs legs,suculant..} kiwak..otak mampoz siak..gila punya olang...mati tknk...haha....

did nuting much todae...went to my aunts hse to pick up sumtings...anak sedare aku makin besar...da tinggi dah...mampoz..aku da bbl mcm makcik2...da mcm Nadia...makcik...wakakaka...after dat went to amk utk antar cd kat kwn aku..dier pon ngah amek lesen motor...haha..prac 1 tadi fail..perangai sak...gi overtake motor lain...mampoz tknk..perangai menyudal sak...haha...da mcm aku ah sikit2...tapi beban aku da lepas..aku da pass...skg ngah carik motor je...nk carik keje luh...wakakaka....

read Nadias blog jus now...haha..member bsok skolah...pelan2 ye bangun pagi2 utk gi skola...haha..abe klas dier klas baru..pandai2 ah kau hidup ngan budak2 baru...wakakakaka...maner tau ader admirer ke kat dlm klas dier...da jdi love triangle...wakakaka...ok..aku da start merepek...haha...puasa nk dkt dok...lagi braper hari je...cepat gitu...haha...puas nk dkt keje pon lm ader..maner mau carik duit utk beli barang raye??da plan ni aper2 nk beli...wakakaka....merepek sak...haha...n nadia,pelan2 ye bsok bangun pagi...wakakkaka....

klah guys..till here...i miss mimie....haha...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

hey guys...amcm??ada baik??

did nuting todae..jus stayed at hm...didnt werk for the past 2 daes...n its gettinr frustrating...aku nk keje nk dptkan duit utk dwn motor..cuku time keje tkder...the werk at the factory on off sia...lau ader keje,keje ah..lau tkder keje,dok umah ah...haha..merepek sak...bilerlah aku nk kluakan motor nie...rase mcm lamer gitu..tapi kene bnyk bersabar...ader berkat disebalik kesabaran tu...

yest gi survey motor ngan hafiz...bnyk tmpt sak kiter pegi..tapi sumernyer motor mahal2...sial tol ah...kat ubi jugak ah motor murah2...smlm ader 1 kedai je murah..kat daerah balestier saner...kr dier machine price $1700...kirekan lau on rd sumer dlm $2100 gitu ah..murah siol...tapi dier nyer outlook rabak ah..head ferring original ferring kolor biru..abe body dier dull black...kolor lari siol...tapi lau aku ader duit smlm,memang aku da dwn tu motor...paintwork bleh pelan2 buat...asalkan ader motor...bakal lah aku tkder duit...lau tk aku da dwn siol...haha...tapi skg yg oenting aku tkder keje nie...maner nk gi carik keje...nk try pizza hut ah..kat kovan ker..amk pon bleh per...atleast keje tk sekat2..

koled miie yest..n she was outside waiting for her fren..i she told me she not going hm bcos malas nk patah alik pasal besok dier ader camp..kene aku,aku alik je siol..tido kat umah...dier tido kat umah kwn dier...n her batt was going low n i told her dat wen she reached her frens hse to give me a kol..but she didnt..as usual ah...its a routine ah...haha...rarely she kols me bck...haha...n kol her jus now but she didnt pick up...aku rase dier da tido ah...bsok camp per...haha...pelan2 yer...aku ni pelan2 dptkan motor...nk kene carik keje luh ah...hmm....

tok to nadia mentel jus now..member ngah blaja utk BTT...haha..pelan2 ye...wakkakaka...rd signs pon tk tau..apa punya olang...haha...da lamer tk kacau dier...haha...atleast tadi dpt kacau sikit pon jadi ah...haha...wish i cud joke ard wit mimie like dat..but shes bz dis feew daes...n i understand ah...gotta be strong raimi...dont fall so easily...haha...missing mimie lots man...haiz....

klah guys..till here...da tkder bende nk ckp..haha...missing her lots....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

hey guys..wat up...

tadi gi survey motor kat serangoon,amk ngan kat defu lane...bnyk siak kedai tutop...den i realised dat it was sundae...wakakakaka...peh bengap...haha..merepek sak....ngah survey motor,piee kol...tk pernah2 siol dier kol..ntah aper stim tah dier kol aku...haha..member nyer battery motor dabis...haha..kekek siak...abe dier lg yg hady nyer motor piston jam...sial ah..rabak per...da tkle naik motor...kene naik bus...haha...merepek sak...bsok gi survey motor lagi ngan hafiz...haha...

lepas gi survey motor gi orchard..hafiz nk beli card aper ntah utk kwn dier...haha...naik bus 132 gi saner..bus tu punyerlah sejok..apek bus sengaje siol bukak aircon kuat2...mengigil siol aku kat dlm bus...haha...abe da smpi kat town kene jln gi lucky plaza...da lamer tk jln kat town..haha...pmpn2 saner aku tgk makin rabak per...nari tk ramai ah..smlm ramai..on sundae tk ramai sgt...abe nmpk couple2 gadoh...kekek siak...haha....abe da smpi tmpt tu,cukup time kedai dier da tutup...siol ah...buat penat je...haha...lepas tu gi mkn den gi jln2...da lamer tk jln2 kat town..haha..rindu jugak...haha...cuci mater kat saner...wakakaka...tapi tk bnyk chicks ah..wakakaka....lepas jln2 troz alik..haha...tulah haria aku...mendak siol..wakakak....

klah guys..till here...miss her so....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

*Fuck The Love That I Thought Was Real*HAHA!!

hey guys...i realised sumting 2dae....i tink u shud noe lah...its jus a waste of my fucking time waiting for sum1 dat dosnt share the same feelings...wakakakaka....wat the fuck...fuck lah...haha...

going bck to wat i was b4...hating love life...haha...i realised it was a waste to wait for her...im no1 to her...she dosnt care...den y shud i care??btol tk??haha...fuck lah...i tot the love dat i showed atleast meant sumting ah..but i c now dat it dosnt even mean i single ting...she jus brushed it away....wished i didnt open the door too soon...i shud have known i wud be hurt again...fuck...wats the point of falling in love wen all u get is hurt???can sum1 tell me y???i need ans dat can satisfy me...so far,the ans dat i get,isnt satisfying anuf...no..wrong..the ans i get is not logical...fuck lah all dis bullshit about love n all...happy endings my fucking foot....happy endings are only in fairytales....der is no happy endings in real life...its jus the endings..no happy.....

i was only wasting my effort in showing her how i feel n waiting for her kol every nite. n koling her everynite...biler kol je mesti ader je tau...haha..da bukan jodoh..leh buat aper kan...wakakaka...stakat buat kwn jelah..nuting more...but i will wait for her lah...but in the mean time..FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!wakakakaka.....ders no point in loving sum1 dat dosnt love u bck...fuck the lovy duvy feeling lah....go to hell wit dos feelings...can bury them to the center of the earth...haha...but still miss her lah....cant deny dat lah...haha....

klah guys..till here...wana get bck the feeling of hating love life...haha....chalo mano...miss her oso...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

i dono wats come over me...im slowly giving up on tings...its like ders nuting im looking forward to in life..except getting a bike..dat also im not dat excited about..hmm...didnt go werk yest n todae..penat sak...tapi start nex mondae nak kene keje btol2 ah..gaji nk gi down motor...da leh merayap sane sini..tkya naik public transport...wakakaka....gerek....haha...gerek btol...

did nuting much todae...jus laze ard n did nuting..went to mit katak at sengkang to pass him my punchcard..sial ah...stakat 1 hari nyer keje je...haha..tu pon dpt $63 je...atleast duit...wakaka....katak gaji bomb..dpt 400 plus...sial tol ah...gerek per gaji bnyk2...haha...

dis few daes been tinking alot bout my life...bout her...i'll wait for her call...n wait till the dae i can mit her again...bout my life...hmm...trying to get tings straight...breaking out of the shell dat i was placed in n getting free...im getting free...but the feelings inside me isnt...i wont let it...for me,keeping my feelings n nager inside is better...but dae by dae its struggling to get out...n im trying my best to cntrl it...n nadia,sori bout jus now..i wasnt in a good mood ah...sori again mentel..haha...si mentel tu nari gi clubbing..ntah clubbing maner..da pandai gi clubbing ni sumer eh..haha...ckp pasal clubbing,da lamer tk naik...nk joget lagi dok...gerek siak nite life...haha..tkle sabar beb nk habis ni probation...lagi sebulan lebeh je...wakakakaka.....but for nw,have to put on a good behavior...haha...

klah guys..till here...missing her so...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

2006-09-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

elo guys...aniting new in ur life???nop..haha..

went to make my license jus now at ssdc...org biler da pass tp troz buat license...aku lain sikit..aku lepas 2 minggu pass tp baru aku buat license...haha..tungu gaji bapak aku aru leh uat...biler aku amek tp,aku triz tkder duit siol...haha..konek sia...but its a rilif wen i did my license..if not smpi biler seh nk kene tungu...haha...kat saner tgk budak2 amek prac motor,teringat biler aku amek practikal..betape kecewenyer biler fail dan betape gembere nyer biler pass...haha...tapi yg penting,aku tkya gi itu tmpt utk 1 tahun..lepas tu kene patah alik..pasal nk amek class 2A punyer turn..haha...

lepas tu gi jumper P.O aku...aku da lmbt siol tadi...lagi leh lengah lengok tungu bus...haha...smpi je P.O aku bising..sial ah...aku rase dier org baru ah..on giler lah siol tu betine...ntah aper dier dpt biler dier btol2 nyer seriuz sial kat keje dier..dpt konek per mlm lau buat btol2??pukimak btol...sort siak otak...aku lagi suker P.O lamer aku siol..lagi gerek...dier understand org nyer situation..dier atleast paham siol probationers nyer perangai n she knows how tu approach their probs...i kinda miss my old P.O...haha...

after meeting the P.O sundal,i went hm...haha..so dats my dae ah...wakakaka..kinda boring ah my life...haha..tungu lah biler aku ader motor...siap ah ni blog..sumer pasal motor aku...wakakakakakaka....cant wait man...wakakakakakaka....nk keje utk dpt duit utk down motor...wakakakaka....gereknyer...

n mimie,im missing u gerl....seiuzly..i dono wats gotten into me...but now atleast im not too worried ah..n not to hopefull on her...haha...giving in slowly...but i miss her...haiz...

klah till here guys...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi..

2006-09-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

hey guys...wats up??

went to werk at the factory dat katak gave me...factory packing hp motorola..sial ah....haha...keje dier ok ah...tk rabak ah...tapi yg buat penat tu kene diri ah...tkle duduk..duduk biler break time je...sial tol...haha..kaki aku ngah lengoh ni skg mcm sial ah...penat seh...diri je...haha...abe 12 jam lak tu...wakakaka...kekek siak...haha...habis keje kol 830..lepas tu troz alik...wakakakka....

koled her jus now,n she was toking to her fren on the fone...haha...seriuzly...n she said im being childish...i tink i m ah...i dono ah...i cant pin point the main source of all dis...i tink i m being..childish..haha...oklah..fine..im in the wrong...haha...wat the hell...toked to her after a few minutes..n got to noe dat her heart is not opened yet...n i was jus loving the wind...haha..bercinte dgn angin dok..maner mau dpt...abe dier ckp its not the time yet..oklah..but i will wait...till the time comes...but if it dosnt,den seriuzly,i have to move on...but still missing her...

im content on wat she said bout her feelings..its hard to swallow,but in the end i did...haiz...inikah cinta??the ups n down in getting sum1 u love...hmm...i'll be patient...i jus needed to hear her voice to calm me down n tink...im going crazy man...crazy in love...wakakaka..mcm btol je...haha...

klah guys,till here...i got nuting much to sae ah...haha..chalo mano...

missing her so....

over n out..
raimi...

2006-09-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

wat a tiring dae man...haha....

met katak at bishan...janji kol 830..member smpi kol 905....sial tol...padahal dier kua umah dulu siol...bile dier kal aku,aku baru bangun tido..dier da siap..da nk kuapon..tapi aku smpi dulu...perangai sak...haha...lepas tu gi training kat caltex...at first ohk ah..keje dier tk rabak sgt ah...tapi makin lamer makin menyekse siol...kerete belambak seh...tkleh angkat...tapi biler part kerete tkder,tkder lah dier...haha...at times we had to stand for like an hour man..kerete bederet sak...diorg tk tau cuci kerete sendiri per...wakakaka....abe buat aperkan ader keje carwash..sial tol...wakakaka.....biler dabis cuci,baru ingat nk duduk,lagi 1 kerete masok..irritating sial...aku ngan katak da maki hamun sial...haha...kekek ah keje ngan dier...ketawe je...abe ader 1 org malaysia ni keje saner..kiwak..member mengadu nasib siol ngan kiter...ot 3 hari lah..tk dpt tido lah...dari smlm lm mkn lah..haha...kekek giler nyer...abe aku ngan katak main2 sabon...haha...merepek sak...sabon smpi ader kat kepale aku,baju aku,slua aku...haha...kirekan aku mandi ah biler buat keje..katak pon samer...baju dier smpi kembang seh....haha...merepek ah dier tu....

abe biler ngah break dari cuci kerete,aku ckp ngan dier yg aku nk carik keje lain,dier pon samer lah siol...haha...merepek sak...baru keje 1 hari..da tkle tahan...raimi raimi..perangai kau tkkn ubah ah...seriuzly man...haha...bsok try keje kat paya lebar plak..keje factory handphone...haha..motorola nyer company...haha...try tu keje ah..lau ok,aku ok ah..lau rabak,terpakse carik keje lain...haha....merepek gilernyer sial...sepatotnyer kiter habis kol 8,tapi aku ngan katak cabot kol 6...haha...kiter blg ngan supervisor yg kiter nk balik..abe dier ckp balik,"korang tkmo keje lagi ah??" abe aper lagi..due2 ckp tknk keje lagi...haha...abe jln dari tmpt tu...kiwak..keje utk 9 jam free2...haha...merepek..gaji burn ah 1 hari...kekek siak..keje main2...lepas tu balik...penat siol...

waited for her to call again last nite,but as usual,she didnt call...haiz...i dono wat else to do ah...n i tok to mentel till 2 plus i tink...i tink shes getting irritated by me toking to her till late nite..dier pon nk tido kan...haha...dont worry mentel,i wont disturb u animore lah...dont worry...haha...where m i going wrong??i have mixed feelings in me...i dono wat to do or where to turn to...its best if i keep it inside...like i always do...tanks mentel for accompanying me till late nite...sorry to bother u though...haiz...ill jus keep on waiting for her to kol...even though it hurts...haiz...

klah guys..till here...miss her so...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-09-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

hey guys...its me again...wakakakak...crap sial....

went to the interview jus now...kiwak aku ngan katak leh sesat lah sial....haha..kekek siak...dier all the way kene maki ngan aku..haha...irritating fucker sial dier tu...mcm nk tumbok je muker dier...sial ah...haha..pusing 1 bishan utk carik 1 caltex nyer petrol station..padahal kene jln lua lagi seh...haha..mcm budak bodoh sak carik tu caltex...bnyk org dier nyer walking distance...sial tol...haha...abe da carik penat2,da smpi stakat dier blg bsok turun training je..lepas tu diorg diploy kiter...pukimak..boleh bilang kat telefon per..menyusahkan org sial..babi btol...wakakakaka....haha....kekek....

lepas tu gi mkn kat long john kat j8...pmpn2 ite bishan maut2 per...giler babi dok..tkle angkat...wakakakaka....da tu kiter gi lepak ngan miza kat sembawang....daerah blk miza sunyi siol...abe suare kiter je yg memekak...smpi police dtg seh...org complain public nuisance...babi nyer ciner...bangse diorg tknk complain,bangse kiter diorg nk complain...pukimak diorg btol ah...haha...dpn police lagi leh main game,gulong rokok...mcm tkder paper gitu...haha...abe namer aku jugak yg kene pangil..sial tol ah...atleast dier bbl ngan care baik seh...abe bbl pasal org kene sampok lah,pasal hantu lah..merepek sak..nilah budak2 yg tkder keje...wakakakaka....

waited for mimie to kol yest,but she didnt...again...haiz...n she koled me in the morning...tu pon bbl skejap troz dier katr dier nk kol kwn dier...haha...i tink im jus bugging her ah...she seem like not interested to tok to me ah...den wats the use of me to keep on calling her every nite??haiz..i dono lah...i asked her jus now if she still love her ex,n she said she dosnt..but i tink she still dos ah..dats y shes jus shaking of my effort to get close wit her...haha...raimi raimi...wen will u learn...called her jus now,but she was on the line wit her fren..n she said she will call me bck in a short while..haha...i wanted to laf man...bcos she nvr calls me bck...n i was even stupider to wait for her call..haiz...i wana close the door bck n b like last time...can i??i tried but i kip tinking bout her..i miss her ...n yes nadia,we need to have patience...but i dont tink my waiting will bring aniting good..but still i will wait...even though it hurts,i will wait...

read nadias blog jus now...n she was like saying im her best guy fren...im flattered ah...but she posted it in her blog...wtf???nanti yan bace dier pk lainlak...btol ah tu mentel...haha...but she told me dat yan understands..n dats a relief...haha...jus gv it time kaes nadia...tings will work out...im giving it time to...but she still hasnt called me yet...still waiting...hmm...

n mimie,if ur reading dis,im writing my feelings down in dis blog...yes i noe dat ur afraid of getting hurt n cheated twice...but im here saying dat im sincere...n im not playing ard...i'll be waiting for ur call each nite wen u say ur gona call me bck...i'll kip on waiting...n im missing u much....i understand wat ur going tru...but do u understand wat im going tru??mayb its best u dont...haiz...missing u soo...

klah guys..till here...miss her....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. nadia,dont post my name often...nanti yan pk lain lak..kaes mentel....haha...

2006-09-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

elo guys....amcm??ada baik??haha...

did nuting todae...jus sit at hm n do nuting...lamer2 leh bonchet siol aku...duk umah mkn je..buang beras je...haha...woke u late man...at ard 1230...tu pon mimie gave me a miss kol...den koled her bck....she oso jus woke up...haha...dpt tau smlm dier ngan ex dier..merayap...patot ah aku kol tknk lyn...rupernyer dgn ex dier...maner tau ngah loving2 ker abe aku ganggu...tu pasal dier tknk lyn aku ker...haha...stupid of me man...haiz...well,she still loves her ex ah...n i was disturbing her moment wit sum1 she loves...keje aku mengangu hidup org je...haha...tink i shud back off...mayb its better...haiz...

nadia plak ader prob ngan matae dier...haha...si mentel tu...chill ah mentel...he also nids to spent time wit his frens rite...shud gv him more time...he dosnt realise dat he got sum1 special in his life..sum1 dat realy loves n care 4 him...jus give it time kaes...tings will werk out between u n him...jus gv it time...n smile always kaes mentel...haha...

atleast she has sum1 to love n care for...im loving n caring for sum1 dat dosnt share the same feelings...im clapping wit 1 hand...it takes 2 hands to clap n it takes to to tango...crap...but i still miss her...she dosnt noe wat im realy feeling towards her...mayb its best lah...keeping the feelings inside is better den showing it n get nuting in return....haiz...the life i lead....

a fren of mine once said dis, "is lafter the best wae to hide ur tru feelings?" n i told her it was...bcos no1 will no bout ur problems if u keep on laffing n smiling...n wen u laf,u forget about other tings...dats my way of forgetting bout my probs n to move on wit life...mayb im not fit to b wit mimie...wat do i have dat other guys dont??i tink its the opposite..haha..she has lots of guys going after her..n they r better den me...haiz...jus letting it b...but i realy miss her...

klah guys...gtg...miss her so...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

2006-09-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys..wats up..haha...

did nuting mush 2dae...in the morning was woken up by my parents bcos my couzin was moving into his new hm...pagi2 seh kene kejot..baru ingat nk tido lame sikit..siol tol...tapi ok ah..dpt naik lorry n feel the air blowing tru my hair...wakakaka...dari sembawang gi ke boonlay utk amek barang dari umah mak mentue dier...haha...nasib baik barang sikit..lau bnyk habiz siol..lorry dala kechik...haha..da pindah sumer balik...haha..duk umah 1 hari..mendak giler nyer...haha..

tak buat aper2 seh 1 hari..smpilah mlm...aku ngan nadia masok alamak abe step baru kenal..abe aku step da bwk motor ngan kerete....haha...kat main kiter bbl pasal gi pangkeng lah,urut badan lah...haha..kekek siak..step mcm tk kenal gitu...abe ramai siol org menyampok..emosi giler babi nyer..abe biler aku ckp aku ader motor ngan kerete,fuuyooo,ramai per pmpn pm aku..sial tol..pmpn pandang motor...pukimak btol...haha...tapi kekek seh tgk reaction budak2 kat situ..mcm2 sial diorg...haha...nadia,lain kali kene uat lagi ah...i nk tgk budak2 kat situ emosi lagi ah...kekek giler nyer...haha....padahal diorg kene bodoh2 siak..haha...giler per aku nk ajak si nadia bahalol tu gi pangkeng...mampoz sial aku...haha...gerek seh bodoh2kan budak2 kat alamak..haha..nak uat lagi ah...haha...

called her jus now,n got to noe dat she wasnt in a good mood..haiz...i asked her y but she didnt want to tell...haiz...i miss her man...n i cant noe wats on her mind...it makes me worry...hmm...hope she will gv me a kol lah...i'll be waiting..im missing u mimie...n u shud noe how i feel towards u...

klah guys..till here...miss her so..chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

2006-09-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

ola guys...amcm??ader baik??haha..

did nutin much todae..went to skol to sit ard n do nuting...haha...gerek per...kol 11 plus da leh alik...gerek seh cikgu othman...lepas tu balik....boring...lepas tu hafiz,hasri n shafiq came to my house to take hasri's mmc..abe diorg nk gi IMM utk beli bende..aper lagi..aku ikot ah..dari duk umah...haha...

kat dlm train kutok2 org...haha...hasri pon mcm sial jugak ah...mcm2 org aku nmpk kat dlm train nk gi jurong..haha..sumer kene kutok ngan kiter...haha..smpi jurong pon samer jugak..nmpk org yg tk sebulu je kutok..haha..rabak per...hafiz gi saner utk beli barang panching kat daiso..the $2 shop...haha...diorg jual pulak eh lure kat saner....pelik ah...haha...lepas tu carik tmpt mkn mcm nk rak siol...long john penuh,mc penuh,burger king naik muak aku mkn abe banquet dier penuh..menyumpah siol aku...org yg tk bersalah pon aku maki...sial ah...perangai dok...haha...atlast gi mkn kat kedai kopi kat jurong east int..jauh sol jln...tkperlah..hasri needed the excersise aniwaes...haha..abe sambil jln buat lawak..step jadi org giler lah..jln tk btol lah...haha...abe atlast aku yg paling giler..siol ah...diorg smpi ckp aku giler...haha...diorg baru kenal aku ah...haha...da smpi kedai kopi,da mkn sumer lepas tu chow dari tmpt tu..haha...kirekan the whole journey was like a crazy 1...haha...gerek per....

didnt go to skol wit her todae..n i must admit dat i miss her...haha..im going crazy..crazier den ever...sum1 help me plz..i cant describe my feelings for her..its growing each dae..n i cant stop it...haiz...its been sooooo long man...hope i can cntrl my feelings...i jus wana let it b..not make it grow...cuz i know if i let it grow,i will get hurt in the end...im leaving it all to HIM....plz show me the way....haiz...im missing her man...

klah guys..till here...missing her so..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-09-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

hey guys...watcha doing???

went to skol wit mimie again todae n yest oso...haha....lain kali nk gi skola ngan dier kene kai protection ah..lau tk tangan aku merah2 siol...main giler...haha...tapi btol2 cubitan dier tk sakit..aku aksyen sakit je...btol tk mimie??hehe..wink!!tk habis2 seh cubit org..dari naik bus ngan dier,smpi trn bus kat skola..irritating..haha...merah2 seh tangan aku...rabak per..aku cubit dier skali je..dier nyer balas balik,tk terkire ah..bnyk sgt ah...abe ader 1 kali nie aku ckp dier nyer cubit tk sakit,kirekan aku cabar dier ah...dier cubit tangan aku luh,lepas tu dier cubit punat aku siol...sakit sak..tekejot jap..baik2 stengah ngantok tros segar siol...main giler dok cubit kat punat...electrifying....wakakakakaka....

jumper suri kat kembangan..kirekan da jadi routine ah..lau aku gi skolah ngan mimie,dier tungu kat kembangan...haha...smpi skola kol 9 aku rase ah..aku tk tgk time..lepas tu jumper piee ngan hadi kat CSV nyer room..cikgu tkder siol..buat penat je naik tingkat 2...haha...klas tkder cikgu tros kiter gi mkn...ngah mkn pon bleh buat lawak..sial tol ah...merepek sak...piee nk mintk no ain tk mintk2..lmbab sak..ain tu kwn mimie lah..kirekan dier sudah fall in lup ah...haha...ntah lah dier tu...biler aku nk tlg mintkkan,dier tknk...abe tercarik2 ain biler gi break..aper punyer olang..haha...lepas tu jumper budak2 kat carpark...after dat went to klas pasal ader test...test tk ruper test siol...masing2 copy each other..test kebabai...haha...lepas test sumer da bleh balik..haha..gi skolah stakat 2 jam je..merepek sak...haha...gerek per ite life...haha...

going to skol wit her jus makes my morning sumting to look forward to...i havnt felt dis wae towards sum1 for a long time man...i didnt tink i wud feel dis wae towards her...i dono wat happened...as each dae passes,the feelings grow by itself...its strange...i cant describe it...got to know dat she read my blog in skol jus now...n she noes wat im feeling..but she explained everyting to me...n i understand her situation..i was in her situation b4...but wat surprised me was dat she gave me a miss kol at ard 4 plus...tk pernah2 seh..is dat a sign??wakakakaka...da start ah aku nyer merepek...haha...but mimie,im not playing ard..im sincere in having feelings for u...i jus cant describe wat im going tru...i myself dont understand it..amcm ckp??haha...

but i tink i shud jus let it flow as normal...i leave it all in his hands...im wishing for the best...but for the mean time i need to find a job man..nk duit dok utk beli motor...wakakakaka....keje keje keje....haha....

klah guys..till here....to her..im missing u...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

2006-09-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

ola....

skol started at 11...but as usual i was late..but to be truthfull ah..i didnt go to morning class....haha..rabak per...perangai sak...haha...jumper suri kat tamp int...lepas tu jumper irsyad kat forum...lepas tu gi mkn..haha...nmpk mimie kat cafe ngan kwn2 dier....member ikat rambot mcm biase..aku rase dier da tk kuase nk ikat rambot ah..haha...leceh sgt..

but wen i saw her,the feeling of missing her is 1 ting..the other is to withdraw frm having ani feelings for her...i dono...its jus dat i tink she dosnt have the same feelings...n i dont wana seem desperate or aniting...n i tink its best if i step bck...n furthermore,she has lots of guys going after her n she tinks im jus another 1 of dos guys dats after her bcos of the same intention...i dont wan her to tink dat wae...so i tink its best if i jus step bck n let the feelings go...but mus admit dat im missing her...

i tried but she didnt respond...haha..crap...im trying to hard...im gona jus let it b...n i cant actually b wit her bcos my frens will tink differently...sedangkan stakat kwn ngan dier je kwn2 aku ader yg da ckp lain..mayb it was a joke to dem but i kinda tink dat its abit true ah..i dont wana lose my frenship over a gerl dat dosnt share wat i have for her...i dont wana b the talk of the class jus bcos of a gerl...i admit dat i put my frens infront of gerls..but wen i love dat sum1,its hard to divide between the two...

she has alot of frens whus better den me n older n more mature...im still living the life of 18....haha...she will tink dat im still young n im still playing ard in relationships...mayb its best dat wae...n nadia,mayb ur rite bout taking tings slow,but i tink im not at her level for her to b wit..aniwaes,tanks for the support sombong...haha...i tink im not in on dis relationships staff...like i said,matters of the heart,will nvr understand it n nvr been appreciated for it...if only i cud tell her..but i dont have the bloody courage to do so...im lost...confused....i seriuzly don noe wat to do...im backing off for the mean time..or mayb backing off frm all dis for my life...i jus wished she knew how i feel....but i guess she wont...to u,im missing u...

klah guys..till here...wana get som rest..mayb tomoros a new dae...jus mayb...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi....

2006-09-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

hey guys....wat up??

as each dae passes,i keep wondering...did opening my heart to sum1 was a good idea or a bad 1...it like no diff at all...n as each dae passes,im missing her...wtf....i dont get myself....is sumting wrong wit me?? i tink i opened the door too soon...i shud have kept it shut for a little while more or mayb for a long time...is liking a person wrong??is it a crime??haiz...i dono....

went to skol wit her again...member bnyk complain seh...pinggang sakit lah,leher sakit lah...keje bwk lorry per dier smpi badan sakit2..haha...abe biler org urut blakang,ckp kene tulang lah,sakit lah...aper da...haha...tk cukup rehat ah dier...haha...

smpi skol dpt tau class aku ader electrical test utk group 1...abe group 2 bleh balik...kiwak...aku nyer plan utk half dae da dikabulkan oleh cikgu...haha....pegi class pagi je...tu pon teh nyer klas tkle habiskan turning...rabak per....lembab siol...haha...

lepas tu gi jumper aisyah kat pasir ris..nk tungu dier smpi umah btol nyer lmbt siol..smpt aku teman klasmate aku smpi kol due abe masok klas ngan diorg...lepas 10 minit aku klua klas gi tamp int..waste time sikit...tunggu 39 yg lmbt nk mampoz tu...atleast bagos ah bas lmbt..tkya tunggu si pendek tu lamer sgt...haha...tapi atlast kene tungu jugak...nasib baik dier smpi samer timing ngan bus..kalau tk..kene tunggu lagi 15 minit siol..piee da tunggu aku kat bwh blk aku...haha..kesian member..tungu sorang2....haha....

da smpi bwh blk aku,aku bwk khalil turun jumper piee ngan aisyah...takot seh khalil...aku rase dier takot pasal aisyah nyer cntct lens ah..ngan celak dier yg tebal tu..da mcm hantu...haha...lepas tu aisyah nk blaja main gitar..aku ajar ah...member jari pendek sak...main gitar pon tk btol....haha..tkpelah aisyah..pelan2 ye...nanti lamer2 da boleh main gitar laju2 k...main gitar eh,bukan main bende lain...haha...lepas tu dier nk kene jumper kwn dier utk blaja main gitar jugak..haha...atleast shes into it ah...tapi aku rase dier semangat 5 minit je....den i heard kukuk panjang was also learning how to play the gitar...kiwak...cm maner siol nk main gitear ngan kuku gitu panjang...kuku aku da panjang sikit je,main gitar bunyi da sumbang..aper lagi dier siol...haha...kiwak susah siol nk main gitar ngan kuku gitu panajang...haha...mesti kekek nyer...time anta dier balik,jln sebelah dier da mcm adik bradek siol..dier punyerlah pendek...sajak siol jadi adik aku...haha....

dats all i did todae..nuting much ah..jus dat missing her...koled her jus now but she was bz toking to her fren...i wanted to kol her later but i dozed off...haha...kol her at 12 plus..she was sleeping...angkat suare cute seh...hehe....

klah guys till her....missing her much....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-09-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

ola guys...wat up?? haha....

sore eyes still havnt heal yet....still got 2 sepet red eyes....haha....hope it will lessen by 2moro....

sat at hm 2dae like yest....haha....its boring i must admit but its better den sitting in prison where u have 2 face four walls 24/7...haha....rabak per...kenangan pahit babe bile dlm prison...the most boring place u can ever go to man...dont ever go into dat place...it sucks like hell...haha....im thankfull im outside....walau mcm maner pon boring duk umah,lebeh mulia dari duduk prison...merane siol...

did nuting much at hm except eat.sleep n watch tv....haha...mcm sial ah....nk klau pon tkder duit...amcm ckp...haha...

2moro going to skol wit mimie....haha....harap dier tk lmbt ah....ntah2 aku gi skol stengah hari je siol....lau sore eyes aku lm baik terpakse amek stengah hari....nuting much to sae about 2dae ah...jus dat missing her...dats all....

really wish dat i cud tell her wat im feeling...but i cant bring up the courage to do it....jus afraid ah...well she read my blog,i tink she shud atleast noe wat im feeling...but she didnt sae aniting so i better keep quiet as well...haha...

funny how 1 dae ur so hatefull bout sumting n den the nex ur so into sumting jus bcos of 1 person...haiz...im realy confused...i dont noe wat to do....i have lots of tings to tell but not enuf courage to tell it....mayb it cant be the wae i wanted...but shes still my fren...haha...

klah guys till here...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-09-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

hey guys...i tot my sore eyes wud get better by todae but is jus got worst..now my left eye got it...n both of my eyes are red...man...dis sucks...tapi mcm feirce gitu eh...mate sepet abe merah..haha....feirce dok...but on the other hand..mcm penagih dadah siol...haha...bangse da ketageh dadah nyer....mater smpi merah2...haha....crap sial...the right side is getting better but the left side is starting to get worst....haha...mcm sial ah....

still havnt made my license yet bcos skg ngah pokai...haha...lepas buat lesen baru leh keje kat pizzahut ah...jadi rider...haha...lagi cockup siol...haha...rabak per..tai kalau ader duit pon tkle buat lesen...pasal mate da mcm gini nanti amek gmbr tk style siol...haha...

didnt go out the whole dae todae...takot nanti org pandang lain mcm siol...abe nanti lau jangket ngan kwn2 aku lagi susah....aku nk cepat baik..bukan utk pass penyakit aku kat org...haha....

but sitting at hm makes me tink of her...wat shes doing n staff...crap sia...y m i feeling dis way??i dedicated my life to being single jus a few weeks ago....n to not fall in love...but now its the opposite...fuck sia....wat the hell is wrong wit me?? i kept on wanting to call her but i refused...i forced myself to do sumting else to get her off my mind..i laid in bed i tot of wat to do..but in the end i feel asleep...haha...atleast sumting...dats nuting..wen i fell asleep,i dreamt about her...damn!! shes on my mind 24/7....n wen i woke up i was like, "wats the use of falling asleep wen i even dream of her??"..haha....im going crazy...seriuzly...crap man...

handphone da rosak...screen kene air..sial tol..skg screen da go haywire..da mcm hati aku da...haha...nk repai plak,ngah tkder duit...kalau ader duit pon aku pentingkan lesen aku dulu...baru leh repair hp...haha....

i cant stay at hm n do nuting ah...if i do dat,i will b tinking of her..n dats making me crazy....i wana shut the door bck n close it forever...opening it was sumting dat wasnt necessary....hell...im missing her man...i dont noe y....hais....if only she knew dat my feelings are true n im not playing ard...im sincere in having a heart 4 u...mayb im younger den her dats y ah...damn...the stupidity dat i have...haha...

klah guys..till here...its tearing me apart....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-09-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt dat u like dat sum1 but dat person dosnt feel the same way?? n wen u do tings to attract the person,it jus dosnt seem to werk n the person jus passes u by jus like dat? im feeling dat way...mayb im jus putting tings where it shud not be...n moving tings where it is not nessesary...i dono im confused...mayb opening the door to sumting new was a mistake...haiz...tink i shud withdraw while i still can...mayb its jus not right....well i tot it wud be but i was proven wrong...wat a waste...if only she knew how i felt...haiz....

got sore eyes today..irritating giler nyer..mate sebelah kechik..da mcm badot carkes...haha...hope it can heal b4 monday..i wana go skol n have fun wit my frens..rather den staying hm n do nuting..its boring man...

hafiz came to my house to trnafer some songs to his fone...lepak seh kat umah aku..tekeke mcm budak bodoh...abe tepekek tepekau mcm tkde org kat umah..padahal mak aku ngah tido...haha...word2 merepek sak aku ngan hasri buat...sumer dari lagu break it off...haha...ketawe pasal pmpn lah...buat "sound effect" lah...haha....lepas tu gi jumper ayie ngan abg firman...bbl pasal bende2 yg tertentu....lepas abg man jln,bbl pasal kenangan lamer...kekek sak ingatkan balik zaman dulu..zaman2 gangster ngan zaman gadoh sumer...haha...gangster tk ruper gangster...mlm2 main bola lah,ali pom lah,blind mice lah,catching lah...mcm2 activity siol...sulu kirekan aku ngan budak2 kampong aku fit giler nyer...tiap2 mlm mesti ader sport utk main utk memenatkan diri...haha...miss dos daes man...wish all the guys can come bck n have fun like we had last time...the lafter,the jokes....missing dos times badly....

n im missing her...but she dosnt noe it...shes out wit her frens...haha...hope shes having fun...i guess its no use man...i jus cant do it...although i like her,but i tink she dosnt even notice me...haha...raimi da bbl pasal hati dan perasaan...ceh diba...maut per...haha...matters of the heart..nvr been good at it....nvr been appreciated for it...haiz...if she only knew....

klah guys,till here...i need to rest n clear mymind n heart....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

2006-08-31T13:53:00.000+08:00

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AKU PASS LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GEREK PER...HAHA....

i cant beleive it man..i tot i failed..seriuzly..i didnt give way to an ambulance exiting the hospital...haha....cukup time pasal tu pon tkder...den at emergency brake,i looked down..i tot der will definately b a point der for inproper technik..tu pon tkder...puas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...atlast dpt 8 point jer....haha.... gafu,kau tkmo pk kau sorang ah dpt below 10...haha..aku pon below 10 lah siol....wakkakakaka.....mat rempit dok....wakakakakaka.....happy giler nyer...haha...beban aku da lepas...haha..skg tingal nk uat license ngan carik keje...wakakakakaka....

tadi seram giler siol...insrtuctor panggil2 no...no yg dier pangil tu kirekan fail ah...skali dier ckp no 80..sial ah...hati mcm nk jatuh siol...da seram giler nyer siak...haha...atlast no aku tk kene pangil...lege giler nyer...hati senang siol da pass....haha.....tanks to all dos whu gave me support n wished me luck....without them i tink i wud have failed...but the most important thing is dat.... I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

klah till here guys...update another time...haha...ngah happy giler nyer...wakakakakaka....chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi..

2006-08-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

the big day has come..after 2 weeks of waiting...in has finally arrived..n im realy nervous...ive nvr been dis nervous b4...im praying hard dat i can pass dis...i didnt go for ani revisions at all...u guys mus b thinking dat im crazy bcos i didnt go to any revisions..haha..i tink i m...wakakakaka....my heart is pumping like hell man...jus a few hours more to go...i have to tank my klasmates for giving me confidence in passing..i'll try my best guys..n to dos hu wished me luck,tanks...i realy need it...haha...

went to skol wit mimie again todae...n seeing her jus makes me smile...haha...im talking crazy...but seriuzly...wen im wit her,its all smiles n lafter...haha...its been soo long since ani1 made me feel dis wae..but i tink she has a diff opinion...haha..i dono...but hope she wishes me luck for 2moro...haha...jus kidding...but i tink her standards are high for me to mit...i dono...my heart is going haywire...i jus dont noe wat im feeling...haiz....

cabot klas ptg pasal mr wong btol nyer mcm sial...haha...keje dier nk failkan org je..musibot btol....haha...cabot skolah gi blk hadi..member bukak ferring...haha...mat rempit dok...da jadi mcm motor jackpot...haha...dabis sumer troz balik...haha...aper nk jadi pon aku tk tau ah...haha...

Forget The Past..Face The Present...Embrace The Future...

klah till here guys....im wishing i could tell you that i want you....hmm...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-08-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

feeling different this few daes....i dono wat....but its a feeling i havnt felt in a long time...mayb its bcos of her.....yish...its creeping me out man....but the tot of her jus makes me smile....haha....jus to c her for a moment will make my dae....but didnt get to c her todae...wakakakaka....rabak per...raimi da jatuh cinte keper????haha...aku pon tk tau lah...

n nadia,aku tkle ikotkan hati...nanti tk pasal2 hati aku kene kecewe lagi...aku tk sanggup ah utk go tru dat again...da cukup ah..enuf is enuf ah...but if shes diff,den it wud b a gd ting...haha...but i dont tink she has the same feelings as me...dats wat im afraid of...i cant force her...haha..dats y i sae i cannot follow my heart...saying tings is easier den doing it...korang maner tau aku nyer susah..haha...

god...m i falling in love???shit...i dont even noe wat im feeling..im realy confused....plz...sum1 help me....my frens tell me to follow my heart...but im afraid...afraid of being hurt again....haiz...i jus dono....

klah till here guys...i need to clear my mind n heart..haha...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-08-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

ola guys....how u doing??im fine..getting better...n it feels great...haha....

went to skol wit mimie again todae...member lmbt btol siol...aku leh gi kedai kopi yg amat jauh utk memberot abe patah alik,tapi dier lm smpi2..smpi aku nk tetido siol kat saner...haha...lepas tu jumper suri kat kembangan...haha...

smpi skolah je aku ngan suri tgk klas tkder org siol..abe tros jln gi carpark..nmpk hadi...lepas tu gi east point pasal suri nk gi top up dier nyer prepaid...haha...lepas tu sangkot kat saner siol...tk patah alik skolah...sial tol..perangai per aku eh...haha...rabak per...kat simei jumper hadi ngan fuad..lepas tu diorg gerak utk gi kedai auntie utk buat sticker...abe katak smpi lepas tu...lepak ngan katak ngan suri kat simei..abe boring amek2 gmbr..haha...tu lah yg kat atas...haha...lepas tu gi lepak kat tamp...haha...jumper gafu kat saner..dier pon chabot klas..sial tol..pasal dier sorang kat klas...haha..rabak per klas aku eh...disciplinary problem sial...haha....

lepas tu ajak mimie lepak ngan kiter...dier pon kuat amek gmbr nyer org..tk habis2..aku rase kalau dier bwk camera gi skola,habislah memory card dier tu..penuh ngan gmbr2 dier..haha..sedangkan ngan hp aku pon dier leh amek gmbr dier..abe letak as wallpaper lak tu...haha..btol2 aku nk biar je wallpaper mcm tu..tapi nanti org pk lain kan...haha....

blah dari tmpt tu kol 7...anta si mimie alik den i reached hm at 9..haha...lamer giler nyer journey balik..haha..lau dade motor cepat sikit kan...speaking of motor...tp lagi 3 hari siol....seram giler nyer....cepat seh...tk tersangke ble jadi gini cepat...circuit revision pon lom book...rabak per...haha...n to dos whu wana c how mimie looks like,theres her pic...haha...shes 21 yrs old!!!wakakakakaka......

klah,till here guys..hope u njoy the pics...haha...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

2006-08-27T22:33:00.001+08:00

hey guys...my day was terrible..got high fever todae..but lazy to go docter ah...mlz seh nk jln...1 hari duk umah merane sorang2...haha...amcm leh demam pon aku tk tau...padahal smlm aku sehat siol....pelik aku...

im feeling confused rite now...i tink im starting to like sum1....yish...creepy...ive havnt felt dis wae 4 a long time..a very long time....but i dono if she has the same feelings anot...i guess the last entry was true..i dont noe her dat well but im starting to like her...fuck sia...haha...seriuzly im confused...

klah i cant rite very long coz i need my rest...till here den...chalo mano...

wish u know how i feel....

over n out..
raimi..

2006-08-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

This is going out to someone out there...Its a nice song...

Real Love

Girl I'm going out of my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I guess I feel I'm running out of time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I'm watching you go, I'm watching you pass me by
Its real love, that you don't know about

Baby I was there all alone
When you be doing things, I would watch you
I picture you and me all alone
I'm wishing you was someone I can talk to
I gotta get you out of my head
But baby girl I gotta see you once again
Its real love, that you don't know about

Girl I'm going out of my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I guess I feel I'm running out of time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I'm watching you go, I'm watching you pass me by
Its real love, that you don't know about

Every now and then I go to sleep
I couldn't stop dreaming about you
Your love has got me feeling kind of weak
I really can't see me without you
And now you run around in my head
I'm never gonna let you slip away again
Its real love, that you don't know about

Every now and then when I want you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk with you
If I could have the chance to walk with you
Then I would stop holding it in
I'd never have to go through this again
Its real love, that you don't know about

Girl I'm going out of my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I guess I feel I'm running out of time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I'm watching you go, I'm watching you pass me by
Its real love, that you don't know about

Today when I saw you alone
I know I had to come up and approach you
'Cause girl I really gotta let you know
All about the things you made me go through
And now she looking at me in the eye
And now you got me hoping I ain't dreaming again
Its real love, that you don't know about

Every now and then when I want you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk with you
If I could have the chance to walk with you
Then I would stop holding it in
I'd never have to go through this again
Its real love, that you don't know about

Girl I'm going out of my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I guess I feel I'm running out of time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I'm watching you go, I'm watching you pass me by
Its real love, that you don't know about

You're the one that I want
Noone can take it from me
No no no no no
Even though I don't really know you
I got a lot of love I wanna show you
And you be right there in front of me
I see you passing in front of me
No no no girl I need your love
Baby I need your love

I dont know wat im feeling right now...Im confused...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

over n out..
raimi..

2006-08-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

ola guys....haha..didnt update 4 2 daes...been bz ah..haha..bz btol....

the past 2 daes was ok lah...the best part was in the morning wen going to skol...haha...suri,gafu n piee shud no ah...haha...

got to noe a gerl frm my skol..shes taking beauty theropy course..haha...suri got her email add first den he passed it to me...but i got to chat wit her first n got her no...haha...shes a sweet gerl ah..i tot she was ard my age..but i was rong..dats y ppl sae dont jump to conclusions..haha..got to noe her age was 21...haha...3 yrs older den me man...haha...giler per...but shes a frenly gal person.she dosnt care bout age n staff...n dats realy hard to find in a gerl dis daes...pantang kenal2 ngan laki lagi muder...haha...

the last 2 daes i was happy ony in the morning is bcos i got to go to skol wit her...i btw her name is mimie...haha..my family calls me mimi...wakakakaka....its kinda akward....haha..but hu cares...she a bubbly person...the happi go lucky type..i tink..i cant judge her...but she seemed dat wae..haha...

jus now was dismissed frm skol at 10...haha..cepat giler nyer..pasal ader tok..padahal tok start kol 845..aku gafu piee suri fuad masok kol 915..haha...gerek..da mcm skolah bapak aku siol...haha..after skol gi riding ngan fuad piee gafu...haha...piee da brani corner ah..baik per..haha..biler baru2 kluakan motor,bwk btol nyer safety sak...giler babi nyer safety..tapi tetap accident..haha...baru2 je safety..tapi aku ttap safety rider..haha..mcm btol je...haha...

tp lagi 6 hari..cant wait..blm book circuit revision lagi seh..stress aku...haha...seram2 sejuk nie..makin dkt,makin aku seram seh...

klah guys..till here...cant wait to go to skol wit mimie again..haha...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

hey guys..wat up????haha...

todae was oklah....in skol did nuting as usual..except der was an online test...haha...test tk ruper test siol..ramai2 copy...haha..cikgu pon lagi leh kasi ans..gerek per cikgu othman..haha....dier kirekan lepak nyer kaki jugak ah...haha...dier lah cikgu pertame aku yg gerek giler nyer sial..cikgu pri ngan sec aku boring siak..tkle ajak gurau nyer..haha..ite is a totally diff world frm secondary..its much much more better....wakakakaka....

after dat in the afternoon ppl frm gemany came to my skol to c the condition of the skol n donate a large sum of many to the skol...mcm sial ah..kene acttion buat keje sial..abe tungu diorg masok workshop punyerlah lamer..mcm siak seh..haha..

after skol gi lepak kat tamp ngan gafu,piee,katak ngan suri..haha...kekek siak..ngan piee nyer tongong ngan katak nyer bonggok...haha...kekek giler nyer...lepak siak biler ngan diorg..gerek giler nyer...

nex week tp..tkle sabar..haha...nk kene book circuit revision..haha..blm book2 lagi seh...haha..

klah till here guys..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S.FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey guys...wat up???nuting much huh...haha.....

the dae was fine...its way better den staying at hm n doing nuting..dat reali sucks....haha..met piee in the morning bcos i wana ride on his bike...haha...member siap punyerlah lmbt..aku pk dier da siap biler aku smpi..cukup time aku kat dpn pintu dier,dier ngah kai tuala...siol tol..baru habis mandi...haha...kekek siak...abe dier punyer siap punyer lah "lincah"...haha...setting rambot punyerlah lamer..padahal nanti kai helmet..rosak jugak sak setting rambot...haha....klua dari umah dier kol 815..bnyk dier nyer 745 n dont b late...sial..hahaha.....

at skol did nuting much...the most was me n my classmates lazing ard n doing nuting...kacau org je ah keje kiter...haha...lepas skola gi lepak kat amk ngan budak2 lamer...kekek sak lepak ngan diorg...dgn diorg punyer jokes je 24 jam...jokes merepek pon tekeluar...wakakaka....kinda miss their lafter n joke merepek...haha....

n my adik skg da botak....haha... jus look at the pic...before n after...hahha...but his still cute n chubby...haha....

klah..till here guys....chalo mano....

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

gerls..i dont understand them...1 minute their happy n the nex their jus over their heads....can ani1 tell me y???i jus dont get it...wel nvm...haha..

nadia,if i made u angry,im sori kaes...but i still dont get it asal u tibe2 mengamok??ape hal seh???miang btol ah tu pmpn...haha....

the dae was like boring man...seriuzly...bored giler nyer...tk kua siol...dok umah je...mendak dok...nak kua,tapi tk tau nk gi aner...poket pon ngah kosong..wakakakakaka.....boring giler nyer...haha...tapi tkper..utk nari je...bsok da ok....wakkakaka...

aku tkkn paham hati da perasaan pmpn..dan aku rase aku tknk paham pon...pasal diorg tk pernah blg aku aper perasaan diorg,cukup time biler da marah,sumer dier kluakan...padahal aku tk tau 1 bende pon...haha...gerls...always like dat...biler aku nk dpt yg setie pon aku tk tau....haha..tapi skg nk njoy luh...wakakakaka....

tp test less den 2 weeks frm now...haha..cant wait...need to book my circuit revision man...haha...

klah..till here guys...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

elo guys....wat up???haha....

woke up todae n i jus felt great..i dono y...haha....in my mind was,i new dae..a new beginning...a new start...haha...forget the past...the fights,the heartbreaks,the anger...all the hurt....haha....telling myself to start a new life....a new beginning...haha...

n to u..u shud noe hu u r...if u can move on dat fast,i can to...if u have a big ego..i have a bigger 1...if u can sacrifice 6 yrs of frenship over a guy...i can to...bcos the main thing is,u dont gv a damn bout me n i dont gv a damn bout u to....haha....fuck you bitch....wat the hell....haha....pergilah kau ngan dier...but 1 ting,i regret aprroaching u on dat dae...the biggest mistake in my life man..haha..wishing nvr to bump intou ever again..tapi utk hari raye aku kasi kau muker ah...haha....bitch....wakakakakakaka.....

did nuting much man todae...bored sial...haha....tido je 24 jam...haha...gerek per...haha...bsok nk gi tgk race kat kallang...confirm kecoh nyer....haha....

n nadia...i da update da...haha...jgn pangil org mentel ah...miang btol...sumer lah u...haha...cute sembarangan nyer...tk tgk tmpt...step cute je....hahaha....pendek....hahaha...kastard....haha....

klah guys..till her....chalo mano....

Forget The Past n Plan For The Future...No Point In Clinging On To Something That Is Not Gona Happen...What Has Happen Just Let It Go...The End Of Something Old,The Start Of Something New....haha....

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

pukimak...gua sort babe.....haha...kanina....haha....

had a bad dae todae....did nuting much in skol....i tink my klass is breaking apart...i dono y but i jus have dat feeling....since 1 by 1 had a bike,they change.....change in a way dat i cant even describe....wat the fuck??? cock up sial....

n to dat sum1..u shud noe hu u r...i didnt make n impact in ur life...fuck...if i did,tings wud be different...i shudnt have approached u yest...it was a fucking big mistake..the biggest i will ever make in my life....shud have just walked away like i didnt noe u....u prefer losing a fren dat u knew for 6 yrs over a guy dat u knew for ony 1 yr...wat the fuck....im puzzled...seriuzly...i dont understand...bedek ah ur not over me..if ur not over me,u wont want to end every strand of relationship dat we still had...fuck....the next time if i bumped into u,which i wish will nvr happen again,i wont approach...even if u see me,i will walk away...i shud have followed my ego yest n jus walk away....i was stupid to approach u....haha..fuck lah....simple minded ppl...haha....

i tried my best but failed...ur ego is still the same..still over ur head...haha...ppl change after a bad experience...i did...but u wont c dat as u have him to cheer u up...haha...fuck lah...gerls....just a waste off my time...ashik sakitkan hati je...haha....kebnykan pmpn utk buat pakai je..utk setie tu,wait long long ah...haha...maseh nk njoy babe...

argh!! forget bout the gerls..yang penting,tp test aku lagi 2 minggu...seram2 sejuk nie...haha...n the gerls hu come after me for my bike,taulah aper aku nk ajar diorg....haha...

klah..i dont wana tok bout her animore ah...it hurts like hell...how can sum1 jus walk away frm the memories n not look bck n tink??n how can sum1 have no heart n leave a friend dat dey knew for 6 yrs over a guy dey knew 1 yr plus??im puzzled....the tricks dat the heart plays on us...haha...take care guys...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

ola guys...haha.....how ur doing???

my dae was fine....skol ended at 12 n i went to tamp wit suri n asri..piee,fuad n hadi joint us after the went to geylang....we jus chatted n chilled dwn der....made stupid jokes n staff...haha....

but the interesting part of my dae was when i wanted to go hm...me n suri went to tamp mall to go to the toilet bcoz we each had to do our bisnes..but on the wae to the toilet..i saw my ex...she was werking der as a stallholder for bags..i was shocked at first n i knew she was to bcos she had dat ecpression on her face...i didnt want to sae aniting bcos at dat moment of time,i cuddnt sae aniting..i didnt want to sae aniting..n i jus looked at her,looked at my watch n jus walked pass her like we were strangers...

but,in the end,i did approach her..abe member marah seh aku tk tego dier..biler aku tego,tk lyn..nk kene tego 3 kali seh...tau pon braper sakit hati biler org kau kenal tk tego...sakit hati kan...haha...had a little chat wit her for awhile....haha...it was fun to jus chat n 4get bout aniting else...haha...its kinda hard u noe..toking to sum1 u love,but in the bck of ur mind u noe u cant hug her or kiss her..n its hard to look at her face after yest...sumting inside me wanted to escape..wanted to tell her how i felt..but sumting else stopped me,saying dat its no use..she wont bother...n dat realy sucks....i kinda miss spending time wit her like last time..n i miss her...haiz...n gal,u dont look fat..same jer aku tgk...haha....

after dat i had to go off as suri had to go hm...haha... n i came home n did as usual...haha...

till here guys..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

i poured everyting..n u jus brushed it away....uve moved on....good for u....u n him will werk tings out..jus gv it time....trust me....

i tot u still had som....but i was stupid to even tink dat wae....stupid to even hv hopes on u...haha....i guess stupidity is part of my life...haha....another feeling cramped in me...hahaha...biler lah nk meletop...haha....u said ive changed..but uve changed to....i didnt change..im jus living the life i had b4.....b4 i knew u..b4 i knew the meanng of love...b4 i gave my heart away....ur the first n the last....

how can 1 move on so fast..without even turning behind..or get a glance at the memories dey had....it puzzles me...even till now....i have to move on man..i cant keep keeping all dis in me..i have to let it go....i jus have to...but i mus wait 4 the rite time....if ony u noe the pain in me..the regret i feel..the sorrow dat accompanies me tru the nite....the sadness dat haunts me dae by dae.....haiz....if ony u knew....wats de point...uve moved on...n i shud to..but its hard....n i tot gerls had soft hearts..haha..but she has a hard 1...haha....

i'll be leaving u alone frm now..wont bother u animore..wish u n him all the best..n im sori again...goodbye....

well,im not actually in the mood to write..but have to update..haha...klah till her...n if ure reading dis,everyting i told u was tru..u shud noe hu u r....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

it hurts wen u miss sum1,but dat sum1 dosnt notice ur feelings 2wards dem...it hurts wen u like sum1,but dat sum1 dosnt share the same feelings...it hurts wen u love sum1 so much,but dat sum1 loves sum1 else...it hurts wen u wana b wit dat sum1,but dat sum1 is sumwhere else wit another person..it hurts wen u try to care 4 dat sum1,but dat sum1 dosnt appreciate ur care n u get thrown away...n it truly hurts wen u try ur very best,to show dat sum1 dat ur truly in love wit dat sum1,but dat sum1 dosnt even notice dat ur dere......hurt,hurt,hurt.....dats how i feel...

n nadia,yes every humanbeing have their ups n dwns...i agree wit u..but sum ppl refuse to show dat they hv probs to their frens..especially to the ones dat they r close to...tanks 4 ur care nadia...i realy apreciate it....tanks alot....

the feelings are all cramp inside..jus waiting to explode....screaming for freedom....i may be a funny guy n great to be wit...but no1 noes wats deep inside....im a mistery even to myself....

tapi yg penting kan......aku tk sbar nie tp...ader seram2 sejuk jugak nie...haha...

chalo mano....

overn out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

just booked my tp test jus now...haha...31 august Traffic Police Test....cant wait for dat dae......mus hv more practice on both rd n curcuit......gerek per.....finally the dae ive been waiting for is ony jus 2 weeks frm now....haha....have to be realy focus on dat dae....no silly mistakes shud be done.....strictly no silly screw ups....haha.....

fuad,gafu n piee came to my house to do som tings..gafu nk buat bende cmpb dier..fuad nk dwnld lagu reggae dier...n piee,saje2 je extra...wakakakakaka.....

yest nite went to HARD ROCK CAFE again...haha...happening giler nyer....haha.....gerek dok....the nite life...wakakakaka.....how i wish i was bck to the times i had last time..times of fun,njoying life to the fullest n living the single life n playing wit ppls heart...haha...the times i had.....tapi skg yg penting lagi 2 minggu utk tp....ader seram2 sejuk jugak siol.....haha......the last n final test...wakakakakaka.....

n to those hu didnt get me the last time i said it about me going to the nite life....DIS IS HOW I WAS LAST TIME N IM NOT EVER PLANNING TO CHANGE IT IN ANY WAY..I LOVE DIS KINDA LIFE....SO THOSE HU DONT LIKE IT...U CAN BUZZ OFF FROM MY LIFE...FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha...klah..till her guys...chalo mano....

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

YAHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AKU PASS PRAC 8.....WAKAKAKAKAKA.....6 POINTS JE....WAKAKAKAKAK....GEREK PER......NK BOOK TP TEST JE....HAHA....

gerek per da pass prac 8...nk kene rempoh tp je ah....haha...tapi nex tp 31 aug siol...lmbt per...haha....pelan2...jgn gairahi sgt...wakakakaka.....

dats all folks...wakakakaka....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

hey dudes..watcha doing??wakakakaka....

went to esplanade ju now to c firewerks...dat place is getting more n more irritating week by week....matrep ngan minahrep ribot per....ader yg jln mcm nk carik gadoh...ader ngan tgk org mcm leh mkn..ader yg nk tunjuk angkong..pk angkong diorg leh tlg diorg ah...haha....but 1 ting dat i noticed is dat,matrep skg da start kai handsock kat tgk kiri..kirekan nk step tutup angkong...haha..da common ah...sebelom diorg pakai,aku da pakai utk buat prac motor...haha...jage kulit babe...nanti sunburn susah...da ader due kolor kat tgn...wakakakaka....

pack giler sak tadi...nk balik jam...sial tol..dabis tgk bunge api tros semue org jln at the same time..mcm maner tk jam siol tu tmpt....dpt tkg bunge api sikit2 je..pasal kiterorg kat blakang pokok..haha...sial tol...wakakakak....bunge api habis kol 915 gitu...abe aku ngan suri jln gi bugis utk naik train..sial tol....abe smpi umah lmbt..biler otw alik,abg aku kol ckp VPO aku kat luar rumah..kiwak...biler aku kat umah dier tk dtg..biler aku alik lmbt dier dtg..sial tol...haha...da 2 kali da dier dtg aku tkder umah..haha...abe smpi umah kene membebel...but i cant do aniting..its my fault...lagi 2 bulan je nk habis...haha...besabar jelah raimi...wakakakka

bsok prac 8 ke 3 kali...harap2 lah ni kali leh pass...aku nk book tp siol...wakakakakaka.....

klah guys,till here...wish me luck 4 2moro....haha...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

hey guys....took a dae off yesterdae...haha....n actually i did nt have anitng to write bcos my dae was boring...realy boring...u wont wana noe...wakakakaka...

2dae oso boring ah....but i jus write lah..got nuting else to do mah at hm...haha...

going 2 b sick man...having running nose n sore troat...ni pasal tepekek tepekau ngan kakak ah kat esplanade on natiolnal dae...sial tol...haha....hope to get beta soon..hate being sick man...haha...it reali sucks...

n aisyah,i noe u will b reading dis blog...i dont noe wat is wrong wit u..or me for dat matter...we've been fighting everydae...asal sial??binget per.... mayb its bcos wen i wana mit u,u cant make it n wen u can mit me,it will be late...n i hate to go hm n go bck to tamp jus 2 mit a person 4 a short while..puas hati dok umah tido...n im trying my best not to make u angry n staff..haiz...i dono lah....i koled her her jus now,but she was bz...den she kolled me again..and i koled her bck,but the conversation was very short..mayb its my fault bcoz i didnt tell u dat im not in a good mood..but she was like making a joke dat wud anger ppl..not make ppl laf...kau ckp lau tkle gurau duk surau kan?fine...fuck lah...u will nvr noe how i care bout u...

gerls...all the same...i cant get dem...n ive made a choice not to understand dem...its a waste of time...fuck....i tried to show it,but u ignored it...ive had enuf...sick n tired of everyting...

tapi yg penting,bsk gi tgk bunge api kat esplanade ngan my frens...njoy lagi...wakakakaka....

klah till here guys...n aisyah,i da mlz ah nk ckp aper2 lagi....chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

elo guys....haha....

2dae national dae...wakakaka....crap sia...gi esplanade ngan suri,katak,miza,ngan asri...hahaha...asri dtg lmbt...aku,suri ngan katak da mcm 30 org..tepekek tepekau mcm org giler...haha..si katak plak tkle tgk paper kene tiup...gairah benar tu budak..ntah aper yg dier suker pasal tu bende pon aku tk tau...haha....tapi kat saner chicks ribot per....tapi,dimane ader chicks,di situlah ader matrep...ribot per..saner sini siol diorg...tu pasal aku tk suker gi esplanade..memang chicks ribot...tapi matrep pon ribot...salah tgk je,da gadoh..leceh...sumer maseh yp...baru nk bangun gangster...kiwak..zaman aku da berlalu...wakakakaka....

terserempak ngan kwn2 aku kat saner...yg aku tk kenal pon ader senyum kat aku..ntah aper citer....haha...nmpk ayuni...haha..makin berisi sak dier...mkn terlalu bnyk aku rase...nmpk diamond ngan a'an kat saner jugak..jln sak-sak per..mcm nk carik pasal...nilah members2 amk aku...members skola aku giler2...members amk sak-sak...haha..kene jugak lah tu..haha...

kol 930 da jln dari tu tmpt....smpi bwh blk kol 1030...rabak per...haha...katak ngan miza lepak kat bwh blk aku...haha...main checkers...mcm biase ah ngan dier tu...abe kene scrin ngan police...da 2 kali da aku kene scrin ngan police abe namer aku tk kene pangil..padahal selalunyer biler kene scrin je kene pangil....mcm pelik gitu...aku maseh heran nie...haha....

klah till here guys...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

njoying life....wakakakaka.....

todae skol was oklah...or i shud sae yesterdae....haha....had to report to skol n went to the field for sum talks or shit..haha..boring siol...kene diri je...haha....after dat ader performance kat forum..budak2 lain sumer terpekek tepekau sak kat forum..org nk perform pon tkle concentrate siol..haha..kecoh..nilah perangai budak2 ite...haha....

after dat lepak ngan asri ngan suri...sambil tu kenal2 ngan pmpn budak changkat changi...da ajak kenal abe ajak lepak...da ajak lepak lepas tu si asri lyn gitu2 je abe suri ngan adik angkat dier nabella...binget per....aku rase pmpn tu da boring abe diorg jln..aper tk..kiter ajak lepak abe kiter tk lyn diorg..kene aku pon aku peng siol....binget per...tgk tu pmpn pe muker irritating siol...bukan pmpn yg kenal2..yg lagi 1...haha..paham2 jelah...biler pmpn yg kiter kenal2 tu jln,aku pon angkat kaki ah...puki btol....binget sak...sebelom jln,minom air sikit abe lempar kat atas meje troz jln...tkde mase aku nk gi salam...da binget siol....abe si adik angkat tersayang suri plak bbl ngan asri nga suri abe tgk2 aku...aku tk tau ah dier bbl pasal aku ke tk ah..tapi lau nk bbl pon,dpn2 ah...lau tk bbl pasal aku pon jgn tgk aku gitu mcm siol...tgk mcm leh mkn gitu..binget sak ngan pmpn zaman skg...tgk laki mcm nk mkn...nanti biler da kene main,mengandong menyesal sendiri..babi..puki...kepale buto...binget sak....

lepas tu balik,tido,online msn,chat n wait for the time..jap lagi nk kua...wakakakaka....mau gi njoy...haha....nite life man....gerek....

klah till here....chalo mano....

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

hye guys...wat up??haha....

yesterdae nite n todae can sae a great dae....haha....

came to skol late..reali late...i reached skol at 130...haha....gerek per....woke up like about 11 in the morning..padahal skol starts at 8...haha....i tell u y i woke up late later..haha....went for the afternoon class which was electrical....its quite easy once u get to noe the basics n staff..n here i tot it was difficult..haha....during break time,der were a couple of performances at the forum...haha..ader merepek2 sak performance..n my class was at level 2 watching them practice...the whole class was like shouting n making fucking funny noises..haha..kekek sial...piee ngan dier nyer pekek sembarang..katak buat suare mcm sial..kacau pmpn lah..tgk pmpn nursing lah..tgk longkang pmpn..haha...kekek....ader 1 pmpn nursing ni jln bwh kiter,gantong dier besar jugak ah..haha..katak,zafir ngan piee gi kacau abe pmpn nursing tu gi tutup zip kat koler dier..haha...kirekan dier pk kiter nk tgk longkang dier ah...haha....tapi lau dpt tgk pon ok per..wakakakaka....kecoh sak klas aku....padahal kene masok klas..kiter ader kat lua ngah tepekek tepekau kat budak2 yg tgh practice utk besok nyer performance...haha..sial tol....

yest nite was happening...went to HARD ROCK CAFE babe....reggae nite...gerek...da lamer tk naik..haha....chicks kat saner,fuuuuuyyyooooooo!!!!! tkle angkat....maut2 per..haha...pegi ngan fuad,hadi n farah...haha....kecoh babe...the feeling was undescribable....haha...gerek siak naik..joget smpi berpeloh...haha...kecoh dok....ader 1 laki ni,aku rase da mabok giler ah,joget non stop siak..berpeloh mcm mandi la sial...kecoh....haha...fuad pon kirekan active per semlm....kater reggae mah..fav dier...haha....wasted siak tk dpt kenal2 ngan pmpn...sial tol..biler nk mntk no je,ader gadoh...babi siak...org gi club nk njoy..bukan nak gadoh...siol.....haha....bt atleast dpt jamah balik nite life...haha..gerek giler nyer....haha....tapi part tk gerek tu biler diorg gadoh ah...haha....sial tol....nk gi lagi ah...haha....njoy babe...maseh muder....njoy life to the fullest...fuck all dis tings abt love..now is the time to njoy..wakakakaka......

n to dos hu dont like me going to places like dat,DATS UR FUCKING PROBLEM!!!!!...i dont gv a damn..if u cant accept me 4 hu i m,den leave...dis is how i use to b..n im not planning to change aniting....haha....liveng the life man....

n dats y i woke up late....haha.....

klah till here guys...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

hey guys...ive got great news...i failed my prac 8 again....hahaha....sial ah...perangai per....binget memang binget..tapi its oso a good ting...i can improve on my riding on rd n in circuit...haha...kekek...got immediate failure bcos i didnt gv way to the car which was going straight..but there was another car infront of it...wen the car turned,i turned oso..i wasnt blocking ani cars wat..stupid sak instructor....pukimak dier btol....mcm nk tanyer instructor yg amek group aku,aper namer instructor kerete yg ckp aku tk gv wae tu,abe gi depan muker dier abe hentak helmet aku kat muker dier..confirm gerek nyer...chibai sial....babi....binget per....haha....

selain tu,instructor spot aku stop dekat sgt ngan motor kat dpn...puki btol...tu pon nk spot ker???babi....padahal dier pon samer jugak lau on rd..puki btol....anak sundal....

biler lah aku nk pass ni...haiz....mcm lmbt gitu...haha..pelan2 lah...

im kinda feeling a deep sadness dat i cant decribe..i cant pin point the source of it...mayb im missing sum1...or mayb im missing the feeling being loved n cared for..haiz...i dono...fuck lah...i jus wana pass my license..dats all....

klah..later at nite i update again kaes..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

had a bored dae...didnt do aniting much....woke up at 1 plus...haha...lmbt giler nyer....n went to tamp to get sum tings frm asri...haha....jus another bored dae in my life....crap sia....2moro prac 8..wish me luck guys....hopefully i can pass this 1..haha....

i dont hv aniting much to write bout..so till here....

over n out...
raimi....

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

hey guys...aniting new??haha...silly qn...haha....

the dae was oklah....can sae not dat boring ah....haha...

skol started at 8 n i reached skol at 9...haha...atleast half n hour earlier...haha...atleast an improvement ah.....kat klas tk uat aper2....stakat bukak pump je....lau pump tu rengan tkpe jugak...berat siol...mcm nk putus tangan aku...tu part bedek ah...haha....after disasembling n reasembling the pump,had to do writing..haha...penat sak tangan...n skol ended at 12...haha...lepas tu lepak kat tamp jap ngan katak..lepas tu fuad dtg...katak gi jumper miza n fuad n me went to bukit batok...lepak kat saner...haha..jauh siol...bontot cramp siol duduk kat motor lamer2...bleh besar siol bontot...haha....

after dat went hm n met katak....haha..main checkers.....katak dtg ngan matae dier...haha..dua org je da kekek...bbl pasal gi perang dunie lah..n how my klasmates wud react to the situation..kekek sak..perangai siol..haha....kebodohan satu2 budak klas kiter,kiter kluakan...haha....kekek siol...main checkers ngan katak utk 4 ke lime kali...i lost 2 to 3 time...haha..won 1 time n draw wit him 1 time...haha....im getting better....haha...pelan2 ye raimi..haha....cerite pasal mkn taik lah...main2 ngan taik lah..sial tol ah dier tu...haha....ketawe smpi sakit perot sak....miza pon ketawe skali....haha...kecoh siol..padahal aru 3 org.....haha....merepek....lepas tu alik n i wrote in my blog....kirekan ok jugak ah my dae....haha....

sick of ppl treating me like nuting n as if i hv no feelings..n sick of words dat were ony werds n nuting more...sick of all the lies ppl tell me... sick of ppl talking big about tings dat dey do not noe about....n sick of the gerl whu i tot was different but in the end,she was like the rest....fuck lah....bitches....all the same.....

klah..till here guys...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

elo guys....wats up??nuting much huh?? haha....another dae,another story...haha....

as usual,skol started at 8 n as usual,i came late...wakakakakakaka....da jadi habit lak.....gotta quit the habit...haha..ntah boleh ke tak..lagi2 lau dade motor..mampoz....haha....

kene buat assignment kat CSV klas....assingment merepek sak...pasal kedai favourite n how the staff attends to the customer n all dat crap..haha..aku tulis sembarang...main hentam je...wakakakakak....lepas tu ader comp lab...haha...kat comp lab kasi asri tgk blog aku...aper aku tulis pasal pmpn dier...wakakaka....dier da bace lagi leh ketawe..sial nyer jantan...padahal aku kutok pmpn dier siol..bukan aku buat kelaka...ntah aper dier kekekkan pon aku tk tau...haha....mayb its bcos he noes dat its true...btol tk asri??haha....

after skol went to eat at long john...nmpk 1 pmpn nie...fuyoooooo...pakaian dier tkle angkat babe....slua dier pe pendek...aku dlm hati ckp puas hati tkya kai slua..kai g-string je...haha..lagi maut....dier nyer gantong pon besar siol...korang mesti faham lah kan...kene tapis sikit ah kat blog..nanti org lua bace pk aku aper lak kan...haha...lepas tu balik salin baju abe gi book prac 8 lagi....padahal aku check kat comp ader slot utk bsok,tapi gi book kat kiosk,tkder plak slot tu..ae aku book sundae nyer..835am...pagi siol..haha...cukup time check kat comp,slot fri ader...binget sak....mcm nk bakar tu tmpt..haha....cant wait for sundae...aku confident leh pass...haha....

after dat aisyah kol nk jumper ke tknk..abe gadoh pasal tu bende...at last jumper jugak....pendek sak dier...haha..tapi cute ah....she got a nice smile...haha...kwn dier nyer kuku punyerlah panjang...mcm hantu...aku taulah ni bulan hungry ghost festival..tapi jgnlah smpi so in to it...haha...lepas tu dier suruh aku belikan dier minum...aku tk pasal ah kalau org suruh aku belikan..kalau org tu lelaki..tapi dier pmpn...n i dont like gerls to drink ah...abe dier nk gi minum ngan kwn2 dier..pmpn plak tu..pat sumer mabok abe aper2 jadi ngan diorg...saper nk gi tangung....aisysh,i bukan nk marah,tapi i dont like gerls to drink..especially u...ur like my small sister seh..very small..haha...dont do stupid tings ah...dats y i was mad at u...

after dey went off,i played checkers wit asri..kekek siak...ader org duduk kat meje kiter slalu main checkers...terpakse main kat paper chess...kekek siak...blur giler nyer..merepek siol..haha....aku ngan asri da tekekek2...haha...

blah dari tmpt tu kol 930..reached hm at 1030..lmbt seh..haha..nasip VPO tk dtg..haha...

klah till here guyr..n aisyah,if ur reading dis,dont do stupid tings...i care for u dats i don want u to do stupid tings...ur like my small sis..kaes...i hope u understand how i feel....

chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK YOU BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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